This isn't about me, now that I got your attention. It's about Saturn:

Is it Conformist or Not? We all conform. A lot of the time we conform in order to protect our "inner selves," such as in difficult relationships. Deception is also considered Saturnian. But then, I've heard the gothic subculture called Saturnian, and that's not conformist at all. In fact, they're intentionally transgressing, or overstepping social boundaries. But isn't the energy of Saturn cold, or directed inward? That would give it nothing to do with social boundaries, breaking or following them.

I am a complete rebel in most senses of the term. I have Saturn dignified by triplicity, a Capricorn stellium in the 10th and a Capricorn moon. I feel like my life has almost been a constant battle with the system, and people in charge. I am the most rebellious person most people know. Parents.. then teachers... then bosses.. then the police and the politicians.. Always been swimming against the tide.

I think the key for us 'Saturnians' is that we have to hold true respect for our authorities in order for us to truly acknowledge them.

All authority should be questioned.

Speaking with Saturn in Cap in my 1st house, NO. You learn how to deal with the effects of Saturn, and depending on other influences, deal accordingly. I wonder if this group can be resuscitated?