Hi Everybody
I went for a job interview last week in a school (I mentioned this in the 'Void of course Moon' thread earlier). Well I didn't get it as it was a requirement that I do specific training before I start the job. The training was to have taken place this week - and I already had previous commitments of which I informed the interview panel. The interview and start date had all been brought forward and I was informed of this with only 24 hours notice! I thought this was all a bit untoward but pushed it to the back of my mind as I had left a well-paid position recently because of stress but was now beginning to worry about financial implications of this.
This had also been a very stressful job working with difficult learners with challenging behaviour and I'd done this for five years before leaving as I was experiencing extreme 'burn out' and it was affecting my health. I only found out after the interview for this new job that the training involved physically restraining pupils who had been expelled from main stream education and were now in a referral unit! There was some reference by the panel to 'difficult' pupils and they asked what I'd do in given situations but I wasn't aware of the severity of the situation - I thought the job was in a supportive teaching capacity and now feel that I certainly wasn't meant to get the position and that the gods were looking down on me!
Thank god I had other commitments which meant I couldn't do the training because I would have gone ahead with it because I'm now feeling 'guilty' as my partner is working and I'm not. He has been fully supportive of my decision to leave my last job and when I did tell him what I'd found out about this one he was shocked that I'd even considered it. However, I know that when we Really start missing my salary - within the next month, I may then become even more stressed with money worries - I was the main breadwinner and though we could (just!) get by on my partner's salary, I'm not looking forward to the stresses and strains. I have been looking for work but feel as if there are no doors open at the moment. I don't know if this is as things are meant to be for me for some reason.
I have asked the question 'When will I work again?' or 'Will I get this job' when seeing potential work several times now and have looked at the horary chart myself. I don't know much horary but I noted that each time I asked there was a lot of stuff in the twelfth house and the Moon too. The Moon tended to be void of course on several occasions too. Maybe this just describes my situation at the moment. As my own judgement may be wrong due to my lack of knowledge with horary, I am asking the question again, 'When will I work again?'. The time is now 09.06 am at Liverpool, England. I would be very grateful if someone could kindly have a look at this chart for me.
Many thanks and kind regards
Mia
I went for a job interview last week in a school (I mentioned this in the 'Void of course Moon' thread earlier). Well I didn't get it as it was a requirement that I do specific training before I start the job. The training was to have taken place this week - and I already had previous commitments of which I informed the interview panel. The interview and start date had all been brought forward and I was informed of this with only 24 hours notice! I thought this was all a bit untoward but pushed it to the back of my mind as I had left a well-paid position recently because of stress but was now beginning to worry about financial implications of this.
This had also been a very stressful job working with difficult learners with challenging behaviour and I'd done this for five years before leaving as I was experiencing extreme 'burn out' and it was affecting my health. I only found out after the interview for this new job that the training involved physically restraining pupils who had been expelled from main stream education and were now in a referral unit! There was some reference by the panel to 'difficult' pupils and they asked what I'd do in given situations but I wasn't aware of the severity of the situation - I thought the job was in a supportive teaching capacity and now feel that I certainly wasn't meant to get the position and that the gods were looking down on me!
Thank god I had other commitments which meant I couldn't do the training because I would have gone ahead with it because I'm now feeling 'guilty' as my partner is working and I'm not. He has been fully supportive of my decision to leave my last job and when I did tell him what I'd found out about this one he was shocked that I'd even considered it. However, I know that when we Really start missing my salary - within the next month, I may then become even more stressed with money worries - I was the main breadwinner and though we could (just!) get by on my partner's salary, I'm not looking forward to the stresses and strains. I have been looking for work but feel as if there are no doors open at the moment. I don't know if this is as things are meant to be for me for some reason.
I have asked the question 'When will I work again?' or 'Will I get this job' when seeing potential work several times now and have looked at the horary chart myself. I don't know much horary but I noted that each time I asked there was a lot of stuff in the twelfth house and the Moon too. The Moon tended to be void of course on several occasions too. Maybe this just describes my situation at the moment. As my own judgement may be wrong due to my lack of knowledge with horary, I am asking the question again, 'When will I work again?'. The time is now 09.06 am at Liverpool, England. I would be very grateful if someone could kindly have a look at this chart for me.
Many thanks and kind regards
Mia