Full moon lunar eclipse and relationship break ups

[Dark_Uranian]

Just broke up with my boyfriend ( whom i deeply in love with) last night who admitted that he just take me as his friend and he had no feelings anymore with me after 5 months relationship.

though i feel hurt VERY BADLY NOW ( my eyes are puffy now, too much crying), i feel much better coz at last im no longer suffered in a bad relationship ( he's married man)

i dunno why, but i feel some part of me is missing....



my transit chart, full moon lunar eclipse in Virgo is in my house 5.

can anyone tell me does all that related to each other?



my natal chart:-
http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum...4&d=1202964407

[Cynthia]

Well don't expect a reconciliation because as I discovered, a relationship that ends on a full moon eclipse, ends for good.
I had a relationship end on a full moon eclipse in Taurus and at the time I thought it was just temporary but as I studied eclipses, I discovered that the relationship was considered completely over because eclipse put a full ending to the relationship.

Perhaps in 5-6 months you will meet someone new who will fit the bill of your last relationship but is willing to commit. Ya never know!

[Dark_Uranian]

cynthia, thank u for ur reply...

i hope everything's over. I dont want to keep on torturing myself again.


and I realized something now....

the word 'suicide' keep on coming in my mind. I feel very... empty.


urghh, i dont want that to happen again. Juz like how I did 5 years back when I was trying to commit suicide. i was unconcious for 2 days and in critical condition ( i can hear everything around me, i can listen clearly what the doctor told my mother). When I gain my conciousness back, they admitted me to psychiatric ward for further treatment...



I really hope...it wont happen again this time . But I was very seriously depressed...


Anyone, plz help me with ur advice....

[Charm]

No man is worth paradise. Be strong. God might be moving the wrong one out of the way to make room for the right one!

Charm

cynthia, thank u for ur reply...

i hope everything's over. I dont want to keep on torturing myself again.


and I realized something now....

the word 'suicide' keep on coming in my mind. I feel very... empty.


urghh, i dont want that to happen again. Juz like how I did 5 years back when I was trying to commit suicide. i was unconcious for 2 days and in critical condition ( i can hear everything around me, i can listen clearly what the doctor told my mother). When I gain my conciousness back, they admitted me to psychiatric ward for further treatment...



I really hope...it wont happen again this time . But I was very seriously depressed...


Anyone, plz help me with ur advice