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13 years ago, N and I had a relationship. I really loved him and saw him as husband material, he said he loved me and I think he really did. Unfortunately, we were both doing degrees far away from each other and it was difficult to see each other often enough. I felt like I was burning up and couldn't cope with such strong feelings. He was less experienced than me and I think he was afraid of the relationship. In the end, out of the blue, I finished the relationship, thinking I would save him for later. I thought he would realise that we should definitely be more serious about things given time. We had something very special. Anyway, confused, we went our separate ways, both married different people, and my marriage broke up 2 years ago. N and I have been in contact since. Unfortunately, he is married and living in Australia now and says he just wants to be friends although sometimes what he says and does are 2 different things. I mean no offence to his wife and am totally respectful, but I really get a strong feeling that N and I will have a committed romantic relationship in the future, and that in some way (not by my actions) N and his wife will not be together for the rest of their lives.
I am basically interested to know: Will he tell me he loves me? Does he indeed love me like I think he does? Will he and his wife have children? Will we live together in the future?
Any help appreciated.