Hello everyone. There's this guy who I have had an "idealistic/romantic/erotic/sexual/passionate/dreamy/spiritual" connection with and who I was totally enamored with since I first saw him when i was 5. Lol. He seemed to be just as idealistic towards me. He also found me very attractive....and trust me....I pretty much melt any time we're under the same roof. Anyway, he has a girlfriend now...pretty much a "fiance" now...and (surprisingly she looks and acts a lot like me..hmm. we get along really well, too :]--me and his gf that is) so I don't think there's much of a chance we could ever be together....but it's just that..you wonder, you know? I wonder what could've been and hey this gf thing doesn't have to be 100% guarranteed forever, right?
Whenever we're together I feel a tremendous desire to be very affectionate towards him...it's like it's irresistible when we touch. He is somewhat "flirtatious" with me from time to time....but I try to lay low because, well, it's just not appropriate since we are more cousins than anything and since we have a big age gap. It feels strange. i don't think we would ever end up toegether but i'd love to be good friends with him! We have a lot of interests in common, and mostly...I want to get to know him because I care for him and on top of that he interests me. Anyway, I am rather intimidated by him for some reason but I just want to know how well we'd make it either as friends or as lovers, or both. Thanks to everyone who gives this a shot!
I realize now, what I want to ask is a simple question, really...How compatible are we?
btw: some extra information.. he can be kind of annoying towards me sometimes lol--like saying something to annoy me for no reason, really. He was critical of me once...but then I said something about it and he was laughing for a full minute. lol. That kind of made me all "siiigh" about him again lol. But it seems like he isn't all AS idealistic as i thought he was about me anyways. But.. then again he is always complimenting me and saying good things about me to my parents lol and to other people in general. And then sometimes he just says some insensitive things...like once I could follow instructions as quickly as he threw them at me for doing something on a game controller and he said "wow..you're not good for anything." that really hurt...........but it's weird!?! i don't get him!! is it because he's a gemini and he has two sides? And is it his venus in leo and virgo moon and evil and good side all playing together to make him be like this?!!! LOL. Well...just wanted to add that. Cuz it does perplex me just a little at times.
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