Please help me

[KKay]

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[aquarius7000]

Hello,

It would help to calm down a bit. Then could you please make your question more specific, maybe add more information as to what you would like to study? What can you not figure out: the field of study/ or the choice between study and work? Also, please attach either a chart with the transits at least, or simply give the birth details.

Thanks

AQ7

[kimbermoon]

Of course you feel like things are bearing down on you: Uranus is currently in opposition to your Mars and Moon...Uranus-sudden upheavals, major changes, separations, rebellion or non-conformity' going against the flow. The recent Full Moon activated your concerns about where you are heading in life; Mercury is also currently retrograde until august 8th, and this can upset the decision making process: this time is best spent in reflection and as mentioned 'calming down' until Mercury reorients itself again. Go with the flow. These transiting energies will soon pass. Your chart depicts that learning how to become self-educated is important for your personal development [evolution]. The indications for either of your choices appear quite good: the question is whether you can handle the pressures of being in the public. Timing is associated with Saturn, and currently Saturn is suggesting that you hold the line for now as you are just in the beginning phase of a new developmental cycle. Look to the needs of your inner psyche for now, for your Moon shows the inner yearning for harmony and relaxation. By the fall of this year, you may experience financial setbacks and a time of intensified confusion...your chart shows a heavy weighting of earth[the material] water [emotions] and air [mental/social] which needs to be balanced with a greater degree of confidence to promote your self-expression. This imbalance is shown in the interplay between your Sun and Moon in the chart: negative imprinting from the past which interferes with your ability to find clarity. Sun in Cancer shows the capabilities, or energies required, for domestic interests, and finding emotional security; Moon in Libra represents a possible imbalance between conflict and harmony. what I should do with my life? Anything you set your mind to, for it is our intentions that form the basis of our individual reality.

[Skywomb]

What are you doing right now might I ask? Where "are you at" now and how does that feel (in general, and maybe something specific?)?
I mean, easier for anyone to help knowing more about you/your situation.

[kimbermoon]

When you mention self-educated do you mean as opposed to formal education and does handling the pressures of the public mean people in general or on a larger scale professionally?


What I meant by self-education was just that: as opposed to 'institutionalized education' as I call it...IMO, the educational system is now only for those who have large sums of expendable money...or the willingness to go into lifetime debt that will be unlikely to pay off in the coming times of turbulence...and still there is no guarantee of success at the end of the training...the system itself wants you to conform to ever increasing levels of control, and for the most part is not inducive to self-expression...I saw a man holding up a sign that read OUT OF WORK, MBA, 15 YEARS EXPERIENCE...that should be quite telling of what lies ahead. It has also been revealed that in the US the statistics of unemployment are way above what is being reported. As per journalism, I think this used to be an honorable and exciting career, however now the general media is being manipulated and controlled by government. In terms of drama I would suggest you look back to the beginnings of hollywood...there were plenty of stellar movie stars who needed no formal education...I think acting comes from a greater knowledge of your true self...these are just my thoughts of course, but indications in your chart also suggest a similar theme...the only planets in the public half of the chart are Neptune and Uranus which are not reliable or stable energies: Neptune can be beneficial for acting and playing roles, but can also suggest deceptions or fraud, especially in aspect with Saturn: Uranus is about rebellion and non-conformity where the individual strives to be independent and unique...it is an energy that can cause sudde, unexpected upheavals, or out of the blue upsets.
And while there is a energizing aspect between your houses relating to money and employment there is no activation in the 10th, which relates to public careers or recognition...the energy of Uranus is also carried into this sector of the chart.
Additionally your path of destiny suggests you will be better served by developing your psychic skills and awareness to ensure your personal stability, rather than reaching towards public renown. For you the education comes from living and learning about Life...it is the journey that counts, not the outcome for ultimately you will end up where you are intended to be. You must be cognizant of the downward spiraling of global affairs, and this I am afraid will be the coming trend for the next few decades. Sometimes it is not about promoting the self, but about knowing the self. The best we can all hope for is to Live life, and live it well. In terms of your ability to handle the pressures of publicity, your elemental input is quite lacking in fire [self-expression, promotion, action and confidence]: Your need for security and material stability is the domineering need.Venus with Saturn shows a greater tendency towards inhibition or shyness, and a lack of confidence: this would require balance ultimately. In the end we all must typically confront the question: do we want to be happy, or do we want to be successful? Just some things for your consideration.

[kimbermoon]

When you mention self-educated do you mean as opposed to formal education and does handling the pressures of the public mean people in general or on a larger scale professionally?


What I meant by self-education was just that: as opposed to 'institutionalized education' as I call it...IMO, the educational system is now only for those who have large sums of expendable money...or the willingness to go into lifetime debt that will be unlikely to pay off in the coming times of turbulence...and still there is no guarantee of success at the end of the training...the system itself wants you to conform to ever increasing levels of control, and for the most part is not inducive to self-expression...I saw a man holding up a sign that read OUT OF WORK, MBA, 15 YEARS EXPERIENCE...that should be quite telling of what lies ahead. It has also been revealed that in the US the statistics of unemployment are way above what is being reported. As per journalism, I think this used to be an honorable and exciting career, however now the general media is being manipulated and controlled by government. In terms of drama I would suggest you look back to the beginnings of hollywood...there were plenty of stellar movie stars who needed no formal education...I think acting comes from a greater knowledge of your true self...these are just my thoughts of course, but indications in your chart also suggest a similar theme...the only planets in the public half of the chart are Neptune and Uranus which are not reliable or stable energies: Neptune can be beneficial for acting and playing roles, but can also suggest deceptions or fraud, especially in aspect with Saturn: Uranus is about rebellion and non-conformity where the individual strives to be independent and unique...it is an energy that can cause sudde, unexpected upheavals, or out of the blue upsets.
And while there is a energizing aspect between your houses relating to money and employment there is no activation in the 10th, which relates to public careers or recognition...the energy of Uranus is also carried into this sector of the chart.
Additionally your path of destiny suggests you will be better served by developing your psychic skills and awareness to ensure your personal stability, rather than reaching towards public renown. For you the education comes from living and learning about Life...it is the journey that counts, not the outcome for ultimately you will end up where you are intended to be. You must be cognizant of the downward spiraling of global affairs, and this I am afraid will be the coming trend for the next few decades. Sometimes it is not about promoting the self, but about knowing the self. The best we can all hope for is to Live life, and live it well. In terms of your ability to handle the pressures of publicity, your elemental input is quite lacking in fire [self-expression, promotion, action and confidence]: Your need for security and material stability is the domineering need.Venus with Saturn shows a greater tendency towards inhibition or shyness, and a lack of confidence: this would require balance ultimately. In the end we must typically confront the question: do we want to be happy, or do we want to be successful?
Just some things for your consideration.

[kimbermoon]

Oops...duplicity please excuse my mercury retrograde...