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06-30-2012, 04:35 PM
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Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
I just feel so scared sometimes, feeling, lonely, who can I relate with? This massive deep loneliness inside that is just tearing apart my soul. Who can truly relate, even for so long?
I have a wonderful lover who can, but maybe due to my psyche in Scorpio, I'm looking for a total twin of myself. a Immensely deep bond. But, it's so freaking hard, and it hurts so much. I just don't wanna give up though. But I feel like I am desperately wanting this bond.
I'm so sick of being a individual. I want to bond. To feel part of something. I'm so sick of feeling like I have nothing in common with people around me. Like, I just want someone who can know me.
Why is it I must be so alone? Is it my Aquarius moon? I just feel so deeply alone, it's killing me... I make friends, but why?
I'm considered intense, too emotional, too loving, too sweet. But there must be someone out there who just feels the same way!
I know my lover accepts my emotions. I know he can relate with me. It's just, something I want to find to make me prove to myself, I can relate with someone. To stop be the loner and to be part of something.
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06-30-2012, 05:10 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
You have a yod between your north node conjunct mercury (partile) South node (partile) Mars and your Moon and Venus. Apart from a Yod being karmic in nature, it actually involved your nodes.
To be honest, if I had to go into the entire meaning, I could write a few pages J.
But the long and short of it, I think to start to work on your problem, you need to work on the energies of the Yod. That means releasing your Moon/Venus problems in your 5th house that Aquarian you feel lonely even though you are in a relationship and your intense Pluto in Scorpio, your intense need to bond and merge right into another person (that is a Plutonic feeling) (this contradiction) via your Mars in the 10th house.
That means you need to do something active (Marsian) in the public of a nurturing (Cancerian) nature.
Yet, NB: Your North Node is conjunct Mercury in the 3rd House in Sagittarius, meaning your true calling lies in your third house. And it most probably would have to do with communication or teaching (Mercury) and something which would be Sagittarian in its nature. So put the pieces of the puzzle together J
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06-30-2012, 05:44 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
Venus in Aquarius and Mars in Cancer sounds like someone who would struggle with wanting closeness and freedom. Aquarius is known for being unconventional and rather non-expressive of emotions whereas Cancer being ruled by the moon is very sensitive and sentimental to the point to clingyness.
http://www.cafeastrology.com/article...naquarius.html
http://www.cafeastrology.com/article...astrology.html
I've also got Pluto in Scorpio in the 3rd house (moon in Scorpio as well...) and it generally manifests itself as obsessive love and rather morbid/gothic tastes.
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06-30-2012, 06:06 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
I wish I knew how to look up my houses and see what they are. How would I manage?
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06-30-2012, 06:07 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
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Originally Posted by Bradders
I just feel so scared sometimes, feeling, lonely, who can I relate with? This massive deep loneliness inside that is just tearing apart my soul. Who can truly relate, even for so long?
I have a wonderful lover who can, but maybe due to my psyche in Scorpio, I'm looking for a total twin of myself. a Immensely deep bond. But, it's so freaking hard, and it hurts so much. I just don't wanna give up though. But I feel like I am desperately wanting this bond.
I'm so sick of being a individual. I want to bond. To feel part of something. I'm so sick of feeling like I have nothing in common with people around me. Like, I just want someone who can know me.
Why is it I must be so alone? Is it my Aquarius moon? I just feel so deeply alone, it's killing me... I make friends, but why?
I'm considered intense, too emotional, too loving, too sweet. But there must be someone out there who just feels the same way!
I know my lover accepts my emotions. I know he can relate with me. It's just, something I want to find to make me prove to myself, I can relate with someone. To stop be the loner and to be part of something.
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My chart is quite similar to yours, and I also feel the same. Even when I'm amongst people I can't help but feel lonely. xxxx
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06-30-2012, 06:16 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
Perhaps it could be your True Node or Chiron. Read more about it.
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06-30-2012, 06:51 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
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I wish I knew how to look up my houses and see what they are. How would I manage?
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Go to www.astro.com and enter your information.
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06-30-2012, 07:04 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
I still don't know the details to find the chart. I already know what my chart looks like but not the chart with houses showing. :/
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06-30-2012, 07:15 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
I am not sure what you mean? The houses are showing?
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06-30-2012, 07:16 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
I did already.
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06-30-2012, 07:22 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
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I did already.
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I know sorry about that. The houses are showing, so I'm not sure what you mean?
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06-30-2012, 07:24 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
I'd prefer if you neverminded. I got my answers, it's enough. *smiles* =)
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06-30-2012, 07:36 PM
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Re: Is there something in my chart that makes me feel intensely lonely?
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I still don't know the details to find the chart. I already know what my chart looks like but not the chart with houses showing. :/
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Go to http://www.astrotheme.com/ascendant.php and enter your birth details then click next. Don't forget to check all the boxes and then click redraw.
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