Read my chart - Scorpio Pig

[Thelps]

Hi all,
I'm a Scorpio Pig, and this is my chart with a full list of signs, houses, cusps, etc. I'd be particularly interested to know if there's any 'hope' for me, as it seems I was created in the about the most futile mold imaginable (stupidest of all years to be born, most depraved of all months reinforcing and rendering even more intense the naive, ineffective, meaningless nature of my sign combination).

REGARDLESS! That's enough whining (as apparently associated with my type). Here's my chart!

[iii]

Did you get married last year?

[iii]

Oh your chart time is noon

Is your birth time accurate

[Thelps]

Not meant offensively but:

Just read the chart, if that's ok.

I couldn't confirm whether the birth time is accurate or not.

Many apologies for how obtuse and offensive that sounds, it isn't meant to be.

[iii]

this chart is good.

[Thelps]

Heh, guess I was asking for that...

[terrybgood]

you need to gain some weight. this chart shows ur skilly as a rail

[IleneK]

Originally Posted by Thelps

Hi all,
I'm a Scorpio Pig, and this is my chart with a full list of signs, houses, cusps, etc. I'd be particularly interested to know if there's any 'hope' for me, as it seems I was created in the about the most futile mold imaginable (stupidest of all years to be born, most depraved of all months reinforcing and rendering even more intense the naive, ineffective, meaningless nature of my sign combination).

REGARDLESS! That's enough whining (as apparently associated with my type). Here's my chart!

Hi, ScorPig.

With natal Chiron, the Wounded Healer, exactly opposite your natal Mercury, it appears that painful things were communicated to you about yourself [Chiron in Gemini] that you came to think [Merc in Sag] were so. And with your Moon in Pisces, you have always been very sensitive to all vibrations in the environment, whether they are true or not.

But I am not so sure that any of your description of yourself above is reflected in your natal chart ["naive, ineffective, meaningless nature"].

With Venus in Libra, you have potential to be a part of a beautiful relationship; Venus sextiles Mercury, so you have the opportunity to integrate this truth into your thinking, should you wish to do so. With Jupiter in Sagittarius, you have the potential to be fun and to really enjoy having fun.

So experiment with these new personal paradigms. Be kind with yourself. Forgive yourself for taking falsehoods as truth because you could not discern them as untrue. Chuckle if you can [Jupiter would like that!]. It's springtime!

[Thelps]

I appreciate your measured response, Ilene.

I will indeed try to 'have fun'. However, I have a few main aims in life. Some places... far-off countries, that I'd like to visit. To enable this I need to shed my 'fun-loving' ways and hunker down for some serious work. My moon in Pisces makes it very difficult for me to spot where my mind ends and where another person's begins. This extreme version of democracy-of-opinion makes it very difficult for me to follow a single plan of action long enough to achieve anything. Coupled with the sun in Scorpio, close personal relationships take on an unbearable intensity where my own opinions are often crushed by utterly opposing ones from the other's point of view. Sadly, this seems preferable to expressing my own views and then running the risk of having to meet new people, undergoing the entire process of group-thinking, which ultimately bulldozes all my hopes and dreams once again. Finally, I have so far managed to not meet anyone who has been interested in 'helping' with these issues, meaning I have followed a gradual, but constant, downward spiral from a position of relative privilege towards one of criminality and addiction.

Any advice or indications in my chart on how to mitigate this would be appreciated.

Also, given my South Node is in Sagittarius, whenever I try to just have fun I find myself following this trend of being socially ostracised, on a wider level, through my inevitably reckless actions. Lilith in Aquarius compounds my inability to maintain serious, strong professional or educational commitments as I am so overly sensitive to external stimuli that I cannot concentrate on my work/studies in an environment where others are around me.

Any further chart readings by others, or any advice on how to mitigate these issues, either by seeking friends/acquaintances with certain chart qualities or by taking objective, practical steps [Capricorn Rising] would be appreciated.