Originally Posted by Scorpio1115
I have a problem with relationships...I can never find anyone like me...I always get this feeling people don't understand me...I feel like I get very little support. Interacting with people has always been something of a chore for me...It is very hard for me to be vulnerable...Facebook etc...everyone's success and good fortune is played out before your very eyes. I just want someone to love me...what in my chart is responsible for this? I have had anxiety issues etc before.
You have many challenging aspects to your Moon (
, home, also emotions) suggesting you have challenges with your emotions. It also suggests challenges with your home life.
You have a bucket chart with Jupiter (
, expansion, also opportunity) as the "handle". This suggests many opportunities and many over-expansive expectations of what "should" happen.
is in Aries (
, being) so it is focused on yourself and your person. All these "opportunities" are about you and how things affect you.
is in the friends house, so friends are VERY important in helping you do things in life.
, the rest of your chart is focused on the bottom (inner world) right (others) part of the chart, indicating that you use your inner awareness to connect with others. The challenge is you have Neptune (
, spirituality, also confusion) on the Descendant (others), so you are confused by others around you.
To sum up: you have emotional challenges, develop personal opportunities from friends and tend to over-expect all the things you "should" get, have a strong need to to connect to others, and are confused by those around you.
Looking for someone "like" you is not going to help you find someone who "loves" you. Opposites attract, so you want to find someone DIFFERENT from you. Since you are so focused on others, you need to find someone who focuses on themselves (but is not overly selfish). With the strong focus on "friends" in your chart, most likely your "love contacts" will start as friendships and then open up to something else when the opportunity occurs.
Instead of looking for support from others, be a support TO others. Make the effort to interact with others, build your relationships, be a "spiritual adviser" (
on the Descendant) to those around you. Connect in more and accept more who you are...and that will allow others to connect in with you and accept you for who you are.