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Old 07-02-2011, 10:35 PM
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Question Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

some planets transits I guess:
Uranus trine Uranus June 2010 until mid February 2012:
Saturn conjunction Saturn December 2010 until mid September 2011

I know very little astrology but would love to learn more. Currently I'm having alot of emotional problems trying to deal with the intellectualised feelings over the years. I have a natal Chiron in Taurus & really have emotional hunger that was NEVER satisfied. I have a Mercury in Gemini but even the air didn't make me talk simply because no one understands so the Jupiter in Scorpio affected & silenced me up. I stopped talking to everyone in family/friends since the past 4 years but now my "perfected structures" of being alone are falling apart. I need help if someone can please analyse my chart & tell me what to do. I really want to go back to those who hurt me & confront the pain but I don't have the energy.
I know I'm not being TO-the-point here but it's just that I can't understand my emotional life myself. I just tend to analyse alot & now when Im being confronted by the rejected emotions/pains from the past, I'm all confused.
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Old 07-02-2011, 11:38 PM
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Re: Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

Do you want to post your chart? A good way to do this is to go to the "free charts" section at www.astro.com, save your chart to your computer, and then click on "go advanced" at the bottom of your next post, and follow the instructions.
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Re: Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

You are currently undergoing your Saturn Return, and this can be a minefield of past vs present, and `where do I go from here?'

But in order for anyone to feel free to comment we need to see a chart.

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Re: Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

Yes, that Is how I am feeling. I need to know what to do with this & where to step ahead. Old relationships are bothering me that I ignored but dont want to face them. I posted the chart now if you could give some details. Ty
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Re: Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

It appears to me that because you have Moon,Mars,Saturn and Pluto in the 7th house,and it is also Libra,Relationships and close personal relationships are unavoidable,You may have spent 4 years avoiding them ,but i suspect that with your Saturn return you must get involved in personal relationship discussions irrespective of whether you have the energy or inclination.
You will need to specifically deal with unfinished business connected with these relating issues so as to be able to resolve them.
Your natal Mercury is in good aspect to Saturn by trine from the 3rd house and Gemini,So talking about these past issues is an ideal way for you to do this.
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Re: Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

Blackempress, I feel that your current struggles can be explained in part by examining Saturn's passage through your 7th house of one-to-one relationships. I do not see that Chiron in Taurus is significant in creating what you are experiencing.

You mention your intellectualised feelings, and it is easy to see why this is so:
  1. Your 7th house is ruled by Mercury, which is about intellectual/mental communication.
  2. Mercury is in Gemini and in the 3rd house, which further establishes your interactions with others as being intellectual in nature.
  3. Your moon (which rules your emotions, your instinctual responses, as well as how you were mothered) is in another air sign (where air=intellect) Libra!!
Now, as you have already stated, you have transiting Saturn going through your 7th house. This will show you all your short-comings in your relationships. The idea is to not be too hard on yourself at this time. Saturn has already passed over your Moon by conjunction, and is currently conjunct your Libra Mars. I suspect that transiting Saturn is `showing' you how you have been (in the past) passive and inactive when you needed to have taken action. Mars in Libra is something of a languid and often inactive energy. I suspect that you are feeling frustrated, and maybe even angry with yourself. If you feel that you need to behave differently in the future, then now is the time to bring about some changes. To (figuratively) beat yourself up for past misdemeanors is not terribly useful. The best way to act right now is to work at how best to change things.

Also creating a degree of havoc in your emotional life will be transiting Uranus opposing your Libra Moon - and eventually the other Libra planets also. I suspect that transiting Uranus is creating some sudden changes in your feelings and how it is you express your emotions. Sudden outbursts of anger are possible - and this will be very unlike you. In time this will settle down.
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Re: Chiron in Taurus & hurting now

ptolomy:
That sounds really true. Yes am good at words. Will definitely do something about this. Thanks

Raven:
100% true. Thanks for understanding
I'm really at a crossroad & truly hating myself & having anger outbursts randomly. This is a time of extreme frustration & I know from the LIBRA palladus(?? Whats that called, the house with the most saturated planets) that relationships are very important to me. Unfortunately they are my worst emotional point too because without intellect I don't know how to deal with them. From your post I'm also concluding that If this time/energy is not 'utilised' it will only destroy future structures that I build because they will not be in tune with important personality elements.
This was very supportive. Thank you. I'll try my best to change & see how the outcome turns out.
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