Obsessed with him! V sq P disaster...

[Kitten]

This is a synastry chart with a man I've known for about 7 years now, he's actually my boyfriend's cousin, which I know... tsk tsk tsk, I shouldn't even be looking at. But I've been completely in love with him, love at first site, love at first sound actually, it was his voice that I heard first and it just sounded so wonderful that I turned my head mid-conversation to see him for the first time and that was it.

I have the feeling, an intuitive feeling, that he feels something for me. He was caught in a couple of pics giving me the lovie face when I wasn't looking, his voice softens when he talks to me, he exagerrates his body language when I'm there. But over this past year something's changed and it felt more open. All of the sudden at family functions he wasn't the most quiet in the room anymore, he became more outgoing and we started talking more. I never chased him, I want to make that clear. I actually didn't really see the signs until they were pointed out to me by his sister in law.

I have a venus square pluto natally, but he and I also have it in synastry. I'm wondering if he feels anything. do the plutonians feel it, even if it's not a true romantic relationship? Since I met him it just felt meant to be but I passed it off as a crush on my part, but lately, like I said something's changed and I'm now more 'openly' obsessed with him. It's eating away at me I can't think about anything but him, day in and day out and that's not easy cause I am a BUSY LADY. lol.

Anyone have experience with the Venus sq Pluto phenom between friends? I'm desperate for insight!