Following on from post #2, you will certainly find more questions in astrology, but you should - if you are open to it - find a Bigger Picture to your life.......... and within this bigger picture you may
find reasons which make a lot of sense. Hopefully you are open to pursuing this view of life. many people develop an interest in astrology from having lived through trauma - this is what got me interested in astrology.
Put your chart - with transits and progressions (here will tell you how to go about this...http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum...ad.php?t=12126
) and then begin a thread in the Read My Chart section. Take note that the people who post answers may be anything from experienced astrologers to other beginners trying out their chart-reading skills. But it's free, and that's the best thing.