Did he ever reciprocate my feelings?
I'm very new to horary and I am having trouble interpreting this chart. The question is "Did .... ever reciprocate my romantic feelings?" The matter regards a person I met long ago, in college, with whom I took several classes and even occupied the same dorm building, but who never really talked with me except on a couple of occasions. For some strange reason I developed a real fixation/obsession with this person unfortunately, and thought of him for many years. Strangely enough I did run into him years later in another state, and was shocked to say the least; what were the chances? Again, although I had an opportunity to speak to him, I couldn't do it, and the chance passed me by. I'm not interested in a current relationship with him and the only reason I am asking this question here is to obtain some closure on this matter. For years I was plagued with these feelings and also feelings of utter inferiority related to him, and compared myself with him often in a negative way. I often thought that he secretly reciprocated my feelings for him, but I could never be certain. I wondered if the obsession was mutual, and I hoped that by getting the definitive answer NO I could finally put this thing to rest and release this obsession. If there's absolutely no evidence he had any reciprocity, I believe that I can let this go.
Anyway, in looking at the chart, I see immediately that my significator Pluto, a malefic, is rising, which suggests that he is unlikely to have reciprocated my feelings. Pluto rising says NO. Pluto rising is also an indicator of my fixation and obsession over this matter. The moon is also my co-significator and is in the 9th house of higher learning/education, which fits as we did meet each other in college. The significators of the other party are Venus, the Sun and Jupiter, which is ruling the 5th house. Looking at the aspects between all of the significators, I see that Pluto and Jupiter are squaring off in the 2nd and 5th houses, respectively, indicating confusion and misunderstanding between us; Pluto wants something and is having a hard time getting it. Venus is also squaring the ascendant, indicating that he was probably not attracted to me physically. So in a nutshell this is my assessment, but I am a beginner and I may be reading this completely incorrectly.
What do you all think? I'd be grateful if anyone is willing to take a stab at this.
Here are the data for the chart: Monday, March 14, 2011 at 23:08 GMT-7 at 122w25 and 37n46.