Its my interest for him real or just a caprice?

[virgo18]

I want to know if my desire and interest to be in a real committed relationship with the guy its real or just an egocentric caprice?

I dont know.

So I want to know if the basis of my desire is truthful or not?

[dr. farr]

(Following is not in accordance with standard horary practice and uses whole sign house format)

I shall use the Lot of Truth or Falsity (asc+moon-mercury) to decided the question:
-you = 1st house = Leo = Sun
-Lot of Truth/Falsity (LOTF) = 16 Libra
-you (Sun) flow away from the LOTF = - testimony
-Venus (significator of the LOTF) flows away from the LOTF (-), toward you (SUN) which = +, but your-co-significator, the Moon, flows away from Venus (-) which all = net - testimony
-neither Sun (you) Moon (your co-significator) make any aspect with Venus (significator of the LOTF) = - testimony
-a self-conflicted, rebellious, defiant (all because of its retrograde condition) Saturn is conjunct the LOTF: if Saturn were direct I would actually count this as strong + testimony for the LOTF being true, but because of Saturn's rx condition, conjuncting the LOTF I regard this as - testimony

Based on this delineation it is my opinion that the basis of your desire is not truthful, that is is based on "falsity"...

[Nacho]

I'm no expert on horaries, no understatement intended. I think the chart doesn't look too positive. Take this advice for what it's worth.