I have been doing a lot of research into vocational astrology and have come to see the Sun and Moon importance in having a career that is functional, pays well and have opportunities (Sun) and the emotional satisfaction we need to get from our work/career (Moon). The square seems to show a conflict of need. vs. desire thus the person may end up choosing jobs/careers that can conflict with emotional satisfaction. Has anyone experienced this conflict in career?
My Midheaven is in Leo which is ruled by the Sun and my Sun is in the 12th house! Apparently i will work best at clinics, prisons, hospitals, ashrams, etc....behind the scenes and places that society sends the the sickly, unwanted and loners.
My moon is in the 9th house Cancer - in its dispositor which i find very important. Lastly I have Saturn in my second house and Aries in the 6th house and its ruler is found in my 11th house of friends! So "where" I work needs to involve people...yet my Sun signals working in isolation/behind the scenes. How do i make sense of this?