Hello everyone. This question is too important to me, so I wanted to post it to make sure I get the delineation right. I don't normally do medical horaries, so please tell me if I do something wrong...
My question is "will I feel better soon?"
I am asking because I am going through a severe depression. I feel like I'm starting to take some positive steps in the right direction and am seeking treatment, but anyone who has experience with this particular illness (as I have off and on most of my life) will tell you that it is very difficult to pull yourself out of without help. Anyway, I am starting to be proactive, and I would like to know when I will start to feel better. What triggered this episode is a bad breakup, and I haven't heard from the person since. And also stress over my thesis, a best friend who has turned into a bridezilla, blah blah blah.
I see the ASC is early, but it is conjunct my natal rising of 1*. Lilly said it is valid in that case.
In the chart, I see I am Mercury in the cadent 6th house. I feel powerless. However, I am about to trine Saturn, in my 2nd house of self-worth and ruler of my 5th house (fun and play!). Perhaps this is a good sign?
The ruler of my 12th, the Sun, is peregrine and cadent, again showing my state of mind right now. Not good at all. BUT it is about to conjunct Neptune. Does this perhaps show a return of hope?
The Moon is peregrine. That worries me. But it IS angular and has accidental dignity. It was conjunct Algol (the most malefic fixed star that symbolizes losing one's head over something) but that is separating. Whew.
The Moon is about to sextile Jupiter, ruler of my 7th. Does that mean I will hear from my ex? At least the aspect is a semi-good one (sxtile) so hopefully whatever he has to say won't upset me too much.
Have I missed anything? Would really appreciate some help. Thanks for reading.