Hear ye! Hear ye! My libido in motion but not as much as my heart is entangled! I can surely ward off the lack physical intimacy for the mean time but I cannot ignore the lack of reciprocation. Any form of love expression presented to me that doesn't match my intensity, passion and devotion in love is tossed off as cold and inadequate.
I am seeing someone with a Moon in Virgo, Venus in Pisces who, due to my moodiness, has retracted some of his warmth. One minute I'm hot, the next I'm cold. The reason for this is that when I'm threatened or when I perceive that my emotions are left unattended, my tendency is to retract my steps from moving towards a full-blown intimacy, wear a mask of indifference, keep the scorpion deep inside as to not scare away my significant other, at least for a while. In time, my emotions comes back with a vengeance. Venus retrograde in Scorpio has truly served me well in a sense that I was able to keep my passions seethed underneath.
If he only knew that my moodiness isn't caused by emotional instability but born out of a fear of showing my true intense colors.
I'm looking for a way out of this "darkest dark of all darky depth submergence" and troublesome heaviness and drama. Its draining me beyond compare! There must be some loophole within my chart that'll provide me a way out of the 8th house of death and transformation. Death is back with a vengeance! What's more is that I have Pluto's support enlisted throughout this charade. Woopidoo! I need a the help of an adept astrologer. Help me find a way out of my 8th house so that I'll remain functional and less preoccupied by thoughts about my other half. My attention is greatly needed in another part of my life but I cannot, for the life of me, redirect it. Help!
(Posted this in yahooanswers too but I fear it might just end up getting trampled by all the questions therein.)