I would really like some insight into this relational chart.
There is some aspects that I can't get my head around.
In the composite, I notice the North Node conjunct Uranus, and South Node conjunct Jupiter across the Asc/Desc axis. This strikes me as very significant. I already feel like I have known this guy for ages though it is quite new. He has mentioned us moving in together
! This Nodal aspect is also part of a grand cross involving the Saturn opposite Juno. That's a pretty heavy looking cross. Saturn opp Juno looks like committment, in square to Uranus/N Node/Ascendant opp Jupiter/S Node/Descendant which looks like freedom! Could this show that part of the relationship's purpose is to have committment while at the same time having freedom of direction?
Other parts of the composite are the Sun/Venus conjunction in Capricorn. This is in his natal 4th house and my natal 2nd house. We do talk business alot and about our business ambitions as well as other things. He has helped me with encouragement to do my business. This Sun/Venus is the midpoint of Juno and Neptune. Maybe this is why we feel like we've known each other already, there is a spiritual feel to this. Not sure if the Nep involvement will mean deception.
Pluto adds his feel to this with a square to the Sun/Venus. Maybe that will destroy the union, or add a controlling and jealous feel to it on the part of him (Sun) and me (Venus). It could show a transformational effect for both of us, but with some struggle or power struggles along the way as the aspect is a difficult one.
The synastry shows North Nodal contacts each way. My Pluto is conjunct his North Node/Pluto. As his Pluto is in his natal first house, I would have a personal effect on his direction probably though my 9th house issues, philosophy. He is interested in the things that I do, yoga, meditation...
My North Node/Neptune/Valentine and ascendant is conjunct his Venus/Neptune/Ceres conjunction. This did have a feel of 'love at first sight' completely. I think I am fortunate to have Saturn quincunx my Neptune to keep the rost tinted spectacles half in their glasses case, but it's very easy to feel the 'getting lost' feeling with him.
His Pluto is contacting nearly everything in my chart, plus it conjuncts the MC! Sometimes I do feel slightly nervous around him, a bit like I am exposed in some way, no way of hiding anything there! All that powerful energy. His Uranus also does the same too. It's like he has come along to shake up my current way of doing things.
His Sun/Juno conjunction is conjunct my first house Mars. And this is square my Juno. I wonder if that gives him feelings of committment towards me. The square gives off alot of energy of the planets involved and Juno is committment, contracts and Sun is the soul and his male anima. My Mars is my driving force, motivation, sexuality and the type of male that I fancy.
His Mars is opposite his Eros, and his Mars is also opposite my Venus/Mercury. That shows the initial attraction, our eyes literally met across a slightly crowded room.
Not sure if it's all an illusion though, as his Neptune is exactly square my Jupiter.
My Venus/Mercury is recieving quite a few lessons from him. Venus/Merc rule my 5th,6th,7th,9th and 10th houses. His Pluto is trine them, Uranus square them, Neptune/Venus/Ceres sextile them, Mars oppose them! A mixture of binding (Pluto), nurturing and romancing (Nep/Ceres), and bounding for freedom (Uranus)?!
I'd really appreciate anyone's take on these.
It definatly feels like a soul mate connection, one where I also feel like running for the hills!