Inferior complex

Insane · #1 09-20-2010, 05:17 PM

I haven't got that until I realised, that I have started to limit myself. Not long ago, year or two, I started to distrust myself without no reason, even in subjects I am sure strong and experienced. Friends try to motivate me, but it turns out, that I better motivate other people than myself.
What is wrong with me? Maybe I'm afraid to find out that I haven't got talent for the things I want to do? I want to play and instrument, I have it, but I have lost all my excitement...

my chart:
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Insane · #2 09-20-2010, 07:34 PM

It really describes the situation... I wonder, how can I stop this endless circle? because I want to improve badly...

Insane · #3 09-20-2010, 08:28 PM

I have read somewhere, that I have an aspect, which gives me writing talent, or something... And had a though of writing lyrics, but I have difficulties with finger lenght to play with guitar. Weird...
Thank you for the time you spent to analyze my problem

I owe you don't know what, but something important.

rahu · #4 09-20-2010, 08:38 PM

i agree with skillcoil about the nature of you insecurity, though i would add that the inconjunct between saturn and the moon is made more debilitating by the midpoint square to the sun.either sun square saturn or moon square saturn can give a inferiority complex and you have all three activated.

your mercury sextile to the moon is a excellent aspect for a writer,though mercury square to saturn may make it difficult to appy this potential.

rahu

Insane · #5 09-20-2010, 08:47 PM

Yes, about the writing thing. Sometimes I feel like I can't even write a simple essay for school... That's pathetic, though. I tend to start some stories, but never end, because I start to lack ideas or because of my laziness. I actually love to write things which makes fun of some society problems or discuss about that. And yes, i think you realised that i am egocentric. Too much "I's" in this text...

Thank you again~

bittermoon · #6 09-21-2010, 01:19 PM

I have Chiron in the first house and I too am good at inspiring and motivating others, but myself not so much. I used to really doubt my abilities, but as I get older I am getting more confident, especially with my creative expressions (photography, writing, painting). However, I've also been very lucky to meet mentor types who have helped me a lot and provided me with opportunities and lots of encouragement.