I don't think I ever posted a main post before but here goes.. I have had and continue to have the transiting T-square on my natal sun (vitality, ego, drive) and moon (nurturance, attachments, emotions) for over the past year.. Pluto (for five)
Saturn and uranus in opposition of one another has created an final unique balance- even if I could not see it in the beginning or through the transits.. Wanting to break free from the old way of doing things abrubtly is uranus at full action- and did I ever-making dumb mistake after another
. Saturn impedes big time.. putting added restriction-lack of drive and insight on my ego (being) but giving time to think it out thouroghly. Wanting to go back to school and complete my masters or become more commited in a romantic relationship has been a tug of war between how, when, where, and what??? (fifth house action-creativity is very important to me) Very stressful.. But now that uranus and saturn have made there last conjunctions to my late virgo sun.. I feel I have a better grasp of things and where I want to go.. I feel the old restrictions of my ego have been lifted and are more able to be expressed (direction in life-career, family, etc.) at a new confident level of maturity. But Pluto made it's square transit five years ago left me dazed and confused about who and where I was going (loss of relationship and chosen career direction) and than add in saturn and uranus- YOWZA! The pluto transit on sun I changed majors from business (specualtion-fifth house) to psychology (pluto transiting-8th house) I find that I like both of these foundations of thinking and thought.
Now the transits on my moon- these are still taking place and uranus has not hit my libra moon, but pluto-has made me travel back in time of emotional mess with my childhood nurturance.. and saturn teetering there is allowing for some serious decisions on how I need to become my own nurturance-forcing me to grow up and face my childhood wounds. It's weird but saturn has allowed me to express my wounds more than pluto did?? So I am curious to see when this transit is over-to see how emotionally independent I come out.. I forgot.. It made me less emotionally attached to familial people which is what I needed to grow and see what I needed and want in life for myself.