Hi everyone,
I find it difficult to read your own chart; so I was hoping you might be able to help me a bit with solving my occupational indecisiveness.
I've never been able to tell what I'd like to "become", neither as a child, nor as an adolescent, nor now (Mars in Libra), while everybody else seemed to have their heart or mind set on something sooner or later. I did an M.Sc in adult education, although I'd never really been into it, and than worked in New Media at a university. Afterwards I started freelancing as web designer (10th house venus), which doesn't really satisfy my need for mental activity, but still turned out to be a huge relief - not having to work in teams anymore or to report to stupid bosses, and being able to organise my own time (Aries M.C.). The problem is that it's not even earning me enough money to pay the rent. In fact, I've never been able to make a living from my income in my whole life, which is embarassing .
So with my Saturn return approaching I'm helplessly trying to find out what to do with my life and what to make a living from. I was thinking that it might be nice to start teaching tango - I've been dancing & performing for 4 years - but I've been looking for opportunities for quite some time unsuccessfully, and competition is awful.
The only thing my chart is telling me is that I should have studies law with Mars and Saturn in Libra but this is a little late now. So any hints would be appreciated.
I find it difficult to read your own chart; so I was hoping you might be able to help me a bit with solving my occupational indecisiveness.
I've never been able to tell what I'd like to "become", neither as a child, nor as an adolescent, nor now (Mars in Libra), while everybody else seemed to have their heart or mind set on something sooner or later. I did an M.Sc in adult education, although I'd never really been into it, and than worked in New Media at a university. Afterwards I started freelancing as web designer (10th house venus), which doesn't really satisfy my need for mental activity, but still turned out to be a huge relief - not having to work in teams anymore or to report to stupid bosses, and being able to organise my own time (Aries M.C.). The problem is that it's not even earning me enough money to pay the rent. In fact, I've never been able to make a living from my income in my whole life, which is embarassing .
So with my Saturn return approaching I'm helplessly trying to find out what to do with my life and what to make a living from. I was thinking that it might be nice to start teaching tango - I've been dancing & performing for 4 years - but I've been looking for opportunities for quite some time unsuccessfully, and competition is awful.
The only thing my chart is telling me is that I should have studies law with Mars and Saturn in Libra but this is a little late now. So any hints would be appreciated.