Re: should I divorce
first of all sorry for not being in touch the all we. I try not to log on from home since he does not appreciate me looking at astrology things and he looks at my computer. I did not want more arguments. Secondly thank you for all the tme and effort you are putting into this, from the bottom of my heart.
Background information: I'm the bad guy here. I want to go. I did the papers with a lawyer. He is telling me he wants to work things out but I'm resisting since my guts are telling me to break free, that I am never going to be happy with him, I seldomly was. We have 2 children, they already know. Dude loves me? In his own way I think he does, but he does not want me to be myself but an image of what he thinks is a good wife and mother, projecting on me the ideal image he had of his mother. Financially it's going to be bad, I'm the sole breadwinner so I will have to support him. He also wants the house. He is not fisically abusive. More info you will need?
As for the question: The only step left is the deposit of my request to court ... but I'm scared of the consequences, to loose my children (he wants sole custody as I said), much less to lose my money ... the house I do not care much about, I can rent something else. So I think my question was should I deposit the request to court? The marriage in my head is over I suppose.