The path of peh 27 the tower

[alekthor]

some help with this.

last oct 5th 2008 was my cousins birhtday

she is a libra as libra ( venus venus)

the morning night of that day I made an astral journey.

on each of my astrals I stand on a chess plataform, standing there that day I saw, falling from heavens a huge number 20, followed by the word NOB and at the end the card of the tarot THE TOWER, one after the other.

I was ordered to go to my cathedral the morning after,and I did so .

ther I saw 3 angels coated as roman gods in this order MERCURY - MARS - VENUS.

then at home at the birthday party I got a vison from VENUS and from kabbalah`s sephira NETZACH.

a month later I met a guy , we got along very well , he asked me if I did astral journeys, he told me he did too, and that in an astral he was told he was going to find me , and fall in love with me and that I m a BEHEMOTH.

he is very spiritual too, he is a SANNYASIN from OSHO.

we kept dating each other, and I sarted to fall in love with him, he told me many nice things and told me that we were meant to be partners and couple.

one night I called him home, he said to me " wait , there are some astral visitors here in my room" a said " who?" " behemoths" he answerered back, " I`ll talk to them , see you tomorrow" he said.

after that this guy, the nicest guy I`ve ever meet stoped answering my calls and my messages, I tried to talk to him many times but he is now very distant and serious. I said to him that I love him and he answered back , that my love means nothing for him that I`m not at his level that he is superior than me coz he is a sanyasinn and that my love is like a peace of **** in front of his eyes.

but when I`m at home he sends me his energy from far away.

now some aspects

I was born at sep 3th 1981 at 12:15 am mexico city

every thing in my date is plus 3

day 3th
zodiac sign 6
month 9
hour digit 12
minutes 15

in kabbalah that means saturn

saturn is in a very important position at my astral chart, it marks a KARMA period of 28 years at my MIDDLE NIGHT.

the huge number 20 corresponds to VIRGO in kabbalah

the word NOB means 52 in kabbalah that means BEHEMA, its plural BEHEMOTH.

the 3 angel I saw in the cathedral mark the path 27 of kabbalah.

from HOD ( mercury) trough path 27 peh, the tower (mars) to NETZACH (venus)


the path of peh THE TOWER.

I`m 27 years right now.

at 28 I touch saturn in my astral chart

TZADI is the 28 hebrew letter wich means BEHEMOTH.

so I`m living the path of PEH THE TOWER.

The Path of Peh
27
Hod to Netzach

From a towering palace of isolated mind, a youth gazes. Hod is angry post puberty, know it all, and boredom. Bitterness grows in lonely places. A great mind waits for recognition only to find that others have no time. Far off the waxing light of Venus beckons. The dweller in the rational tower cries in anguish, still alone. A journey is attempted, but Venus remains un- impressed. Luna sometimes graces the brass parapet of Mercury's domain, but Venus wants the Sun or even Mars. Only when the dweller in the tower casts down the crown of obstinate pride can the journey to higher consciousness be resumed.
When a mind is ready to sacrifice its bachelorhood or spinsterhood and set aside some of its personal theories of how things work, that mind has set forth on the path of Peh. This is a clumsy time, often accompanied by falling in love with a more experienced person. It takes a lot to lure a self crowned queen or king from an ivory tower.

"This is a clumsy time, often accompanied by falling in love with a more experienced person" what does this mean???

from HOD ( mercury) trough path 27 peh, the tower (mars) to NETZACH (venus)

in 1985 there were and earthquake in mexico city, where I saw a real tower falled down right in front of my eyes.betwenn all desolation and destruction.

tell me what do you think , and most important why the guy I`m in love with, put distant between us????

your help will be thankfull

take care