Thanks JJ.
I found the E. of medical astrology most helpful. The vedic stuff is just too mumbojumbo to me. I´m not interested in adoption, concieving or fertility, birth control since I´m in no relationship and do not wish to have kids alone. I´m just curious.
According to the Encyclopedia I´m a fruitful sign and have moon, venus and merc in fruitful signs in H3 and 5

Jupiter is squaring moon and mars is squaring venus. Are these to be considered as ill aspects? Prohibiting or prolonging the birth of children in my life? Also Aries the barren sign is on my fifth house cusp.
I´ve always felt physically like a mother but my psyche feels different. My 11 hs is empty but ruler of the house is in venus in house 5