Neptune in Scorpio conjunct Descendant

[Summer]

I hate this aspect. It makes me feel constantly cursed and I don't like feeling that way. Besides, it's not a helpful way to live.

I was wondering if anyone else has Neptune on the Desc. and how they cope with it, try to find something positive from it instead of 'being fooled again.'

I think that at my age, I don't see things with rose-colored glasses but somehow, trust has become a big issue for me because my first social unit, my family really ******* me over. Lies, deception, backstabbing, envy, jealousy, you name it, they turned it into an art form. I couldn't leave home fast enough. Unfortunately, it has made me very cautious and not really enjoying my life to its fullest, which, as a Leo Sun person is very depressing indeed. I have shut down on a lot of levels. Does this aspect ever become more manageable? I don't embrace the idea that one is cursed with a bad aspect forever. It just doesn't give people a sense of hope, of competence, or inspiration.

[cassanra]

It would be good to post your chart....I have neptune in the 7th square venus and mars and I feel for you...I am not sure it is unwise to be cautious. I have met child molesters with faces of angels...and the con man trains his face to look innocent....a good research tool for you is the study of body language as it will help you begin to readh micro expressions...the study of detail which the poor neptune tends to miss. but post your chart and see ..also take a look see at your progressed chart...that might tell us more about where are today.

[cassanra]

I just saw your chart on the other thread you posted...I suspect you are getting a bit of a reality check with the transits but with all the water signs and the grand trine with little challenges in the form of squares I suspect it will be more uncomfortable for you to see as you are more sensitive. I would encourage you to post a progressed chart and try to read it. That will twll you more about who you have evolved to