Neptune in Scorpio conjunct Descendant
I hate this aspect. It makes me feel constantly cursed and I don't like feeling that way. Besides, it's not a helpful way to live.
I was wondering if anyone else has Neptune on the Desc. and how they cope with it, try to find something positive from it instead of 'being fooled again.'
I think that at my age, I don't see things with rose-colored glasses but somehow, trust has become a big issue for me because my first social unit, my family really ******* me over. Lies, deception, backstabbing, envy, jealousy, you name it, they turned it into an art form. I couldn't leave home fast enough. Unfortunately, it has made me very cautious and not really enjoying my life to its fullest, which, as a Leo Sun person is very depressing indeed. I have shut down on a lot of levels. Does this aspect ever become more manageable? I don't embrace the idea that one is cursed with a bad aspect forever. It just doesn't give people a sense of hope, of competence, or inspiration.