Looking for advice on love...

[Lissa]

Ok...I'm not sure wether or not I should post this,I am sure there are many other forums out there specialized in matters of the heart but I've always seen this community as friendly and willing to help and I feel more at ease with the people from here so here it goes...plus,this is the 'General Chat' section...I think I'm allowed to post this here.

As you may all know,I've been dating an Aries Sun,Scorpio Ascendant+1st house Pluto in Scorpio,Capricorn Moon.We haven't made it to our first month yet,I like him a lot,he says he loves and I'm the woman of his life(I take his words lightly...no one should say that at age16...but he seems to believe those things),has photos of me all over his website and cell phone,treats me like a princess(Venus in Pisces),has even introduced me to his mom,who says I'm the girlfriend he has told him about.What bugs me is,he hides a lot of things from his life...from his past,even from his present...has lots of female friends and has yet to specify his relationship with them(yeah,I know I'm jealous)...

I don't think he cheats on me,but it bothers me a LOT to think those girls know about his past and his whereabouts where as I know nothing.He has cheated on me during our second week...he told me all about it and said he regreated it and I,being the good Pisces that I am,forgave him completly and we have never talked about it ever since because,as I said,I don't think he cheats on me but why am I any less than his friends??????

I want to share my life with my boyfriend...my past,my present,my future...and he has a tight Venus/Neptune sextile...what about losing completly into each other?????

So,that is my doubt...should I break up with him or not?I know I am being very demanding...but I've been very hurt in the past,I feel I have the right to be demanding...At the same time,I don't want to lose him...