Re: Did he cheat multiple times??
I think that the question really is "What does he want?" And I think that the answer is "He doesn't know." Looking at the Neptune aspects in Synastry, from the program you used, might help you understand what makes you so unable to "let go" and Saturn in Scorpio might explain the difficulties you have together. You might want to look at his planets in Sag and the fact that he is a Cap. Although, I realize that this site is strictly about astrology and learning about it, sometimes people write to just get an answer and after reading your question, looking over your charts individually and together.. this is what I get: He feels the same way you do, yet he is more practical. Did he "cheat" on you 5 times? Can't say for sure, but I doubt it, the story is a product of his moon in Pisces counteracting with all the Sag stuff. Bottom line...you are both very young and frustrating as this may all seem... My personal advice to you is this: If this is really driving you crazy, stand up for yourself and ask him what he wants from you/your relationship. If he can't answer then he's not ready and at least you will know that you have done all that you can do and taken responsibilty for your destiny. (I also wouldn't be surprised if you don't feel the same way about him if he "wimps" out on you again.) Good Luck to you.