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Hello all, i would really appreciate it if someone took the time to help me out
so when i look at my chart and even read some of the aspects analysis, i tend to think i have quite a lot of good placements, despite many of the signs having a tendency towards depression (scorpio and capricorn) which i suffer from and have suffered from for 10 years since i was a teenager.
what i would like to know, is what aspect is causing me so much difficulty in my self actualization and pursuit of happiness? why is every thing i work so hard at not being rewarded despite me working so damned hard.
perhaps im wrong but it seems to me like i have a strong chart that is meant to be very powerful, yet i am not successful in any regards of my life really.
any thoughts?
(for a thorough description) http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-...st=Los+Angeles,+CA+(6),+United+States&lang=en
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so when i look at my chart and even read some of the aspects analysis, i tend to think i have quite a lot of good placements, despite many of the signs having a tendency towards depression (scorpio and capricorn) which i suffer from and have suffered from for 10 years since i was a teenager.
what i would like to know, is what aspect is causing me so much difficulty in my self actualization and pursuit of happiness? why is every thing i work so hard at not being rewarded despite me working so damned hard.
perhaps im wrong but it seems to me like i have a strong chart that is meant to be very powerful, yet i am not successful in any regards of my life really.
any thoughts?
(for a thorough description) http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-...st=Los+Angeles,+CA+(6),+United+States&lang=en
or double click the attached image to open in a separate tab for a more clear image
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