With a Scorpio (Libra-Scorpio cusp to be more specific)
I'm the texbook cancer, so much so that it scares. Every minute detail I read about cancer men fit me to a tee.
I've just recently begun researching my sign and it was quite startling. I remember reading through the novarienna website and it gave me the most thorough assesment of my personality that I've ever received. Literally gave me chills. Seemed more than a coincidence.
I've recently fallen in love with an amazing Scorpio woman. The physical attraction is unlike anything I've ever felt before. I can gaze into her sweet hypnotic eyes for hours on end. Her all around look somehow fits the insanely unrealistic dream girl template that I've been chasing seemingly since birth. To me this is almost a miracle, akin to winning the lottery...only I'm happier with her than I would be with any sum of money.
Even though I try to be calm around her in these early stages, she seems to pick up on my vulnerability and nervousness. I can't fool her...I just hope she doesn't see me as a sappy wuss. But so far so good. She can be adventurous, but for the most part she's very serene, calm, and cool. But genuinely cool. Not "cancer cool" where I'm just hiding in my shell. I envy her for that ability, not a shred of social awkwardness.
I feel safe around her, I feel like I want to protect her (and that she would be capable of protecting me at times)
I know enough not to smother her...but time apart is absolutely killing me (and she must be able to pick up on that vibe)
Trouble is, we both seem to be holding something back. I'm so in love with her that it feels like I'm back to being a 5 year old with a crush on one of my moms friends. Too overwhelmed to do anything, blushing and jittery. She doesn't seem to.
I need to create that one spark to get the ball rolling, but I feel so afraid and inadequate.
I'm the texbook cancer, so much so that it scares. Every minute detail I read about cancer men fit me to a tee.
I've just recently begun researching my sign and it was quite startling. I remember reading through the novarienna website and it gave me the most thorough assesment of my personality that I've ever received. Literally gave me chills. Seemed more than a coincidence.
I've recently fallen in love with an amazing Scorpio woman. The physical attraction is unlike anything I've ever felt before. I can gaze into her sweet hypnotic eyes for hours on end. Her all around look somehow fits the insanely unrealistic dream girl template that I've been chasing seemingly since birth. To me this is almost a miracle, akin to winning the lottery...only I'm happier with her than I would be with any sum of money.
Even though I try to be calm around her in these early stages, she seems to pick up on my vulnerability and nervousness. I can't fool her...I just hope she doesn't see me as a sappy wuss. But so far so good. She can be adventurous, but for the most part she's very serene, calm, and cool. But genuinely cool. Not "cancer cool" where I'm just hiding in my shell. I envy her for that ability, not a shred of social awkwardness.
I feel safe around her, I feel like I want to protect her (and that she would be capable of protecting me at times)
I know enough not to smother her...but time apart is absolutely killing me (and she must be able to pick up on that vibe)
Trouble is, we both seem to be holding something back. I'm so in love with her that it feels like I'm back to being a 5 year old with a crush on one of my moms friends. Too overwhelmed to do anything, blushing and jittery. She doesn't seem to.
I need to create that one spark to get the ball rolling, but I feel so afraid and inadequate.