Okay, I don't really know what this post is. I'm sort of ranting, but I am looking for information as well. To skip the random ranting, just scroll down and read the part below the two dash lines. And, just for the record, I am kind of new to astrology.
I've been reading all night about the sun (leo) in the 12th house. It's associated with.. Prisons?! Asylums!? Seclusion?! These words make me feel so depressed.
It was not until I read that my sun was in the 12th house that I realized why I always seemed to be quite the opposite of an orthodox Leo. I mean I really wanted to be a typical Leo, but I am definitely not one. I don't really know how I am supposed to feel about that.
This is kind of random, but... I read that most people with the sun in the 12th house have issues with their fathers, but this was never an problem for me. The strange thing is that my parents were separated/divorced before I was born, and I never met my father. However, I don't really consider this an issue because my mother met her boyfriend a little after I was born, and he's been a wonderful father to me. If my mom didn't tell me that he wasn't my biological father when I was like 7, I would have never known (I'm 20 now). I'm actually really close to him too. Is this strange? Will my biological father become an issue later in life? Or.. is the fact that I never met my biological father considered the issue?
I also read that these people suffer for 1/3 of their lives. I don't recall ever really suffering. Will this happen later?!
I think I'm being paranoid. But, I seriously did not like what I read about it at all.
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I just wanted to see if I can find anyone similar to myself (meaning people with their sun (leo) in the 12th house). I guess I just want to hear some of your experiences.
Or could anyone read my chart.. and tell me that this sun (leo) in the 12th house thing is not as bad as it sounds? Or... that I am confused. I know that there are other things (planets, houses, etc.) that I should take into consideration, but this is kind of bothering me.
I also read that although some people's planets may be in the 12th house, it could eventually be in the 1st house. Under what conditions would this be possible?
I'm not sure that I would really like to work behind the scenes and not get recognition. Then again, I guess I don't really like being in the limelight. I mean I guess I just want to receive credit where it's due.
I think I'm going through some cognitive dissonance right now.
I've been reading all night about the sun (leo) in the 12th house. It's associated with.. Prisons?! Asylums!? Seclusion?! These words make me feel so depressed.
It was not until I read that my sun was in the 12th house that I realized why I always seemed to be quite the opposite of an orthodox Leo. I mean I really wanted to be a typical Leo, but I am definitely not one. I don't really know how I am supposed to feel about that.
This is kind of random, but... I read that most people with the sun in the 12th house have issues with their fathers, but this was never an problem for me. The strange thing is that my parents were separated/divorced before I was born, and I never met my father. However, I don't really consider this an issue because my mother met her boyfriend a little after I was born, and he's been a wonderful father to me. If my mom didn't tell me that he wasn't my biological father when I was like 7, I would have never known (I'm 20 now). I'm actually really close to him too. Is this strange? Will my biological father become an issue later in life? Or.. is the fact that I never met my biological father considered the issue?
I also read that these people suffer for 1/3 of their lives. I don't recall ever really suffering. Will this happen later?!
I think I'm being paranoid. But, I seriously did not like what I read about it at all.
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I just wanted to see if I can find anyone similar to myself (meaning people with their sun (leo) in the 12th house). I guess I just want to hear some of your experiences.
Or could anyone read my chart.. and tell me that this sun (leo) in the 12th house thing is not as bad as it sounds? Or... that I am confused. I know that there are other things (planets, houses, etc.) that I should take into consideration, but this is kind of bothering me.
I also read that although some people's planets may be in the 12th house, it could eventually be in the 1st house. Under what conditions would this be possible?
I'm not sure that I would really like to work behind the scenes and not get recognition. Then again, I guess I don't really like being in the limelight. I mean I guess I just want to receive credit where it's due.
I think I'm going through some cognitive dissonance right now.
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