I am very unhappy about my current job and life in Malaysia.
Ever since 2010, I returned to Malaysia from United States for good because I heard that there is a better and stable job in Malaysia, as compared to the economy downturn between 2007 to 2010. Once I discovered that the job involved a joint venture with my cousin brother, I initially feel great since I believe that someone that coach me during my work. However, I admit could be my mistake because of my inability to focus, scrambled languages, as well as unorganized, slowly all works were distributed out to my colleagues because of my inability to meet the requirement of my boss (aka my cousin brother). I started to feel that this kind of joint venture only discourages me from learning (which Sagittarius wants lots of learning either from work or studies) and always makes me jealous, anger as well as depressed when I see other people advancing on their career.
Now, I am thinking of going back to school in the United States, but my wife (who is taking full care of our first newborn) as well as my other family members do not support me of going back to United States to further my dream. During our discussion, they always think I maybe too old (current age 32) to go back to school and there will be no financial security and should not be leaving my wife and newborn at Malaysia.
Also, they always think my voice and emotion, and illogical mind are overpowering the conversation. They left me with nothing but anger. ANd, because of that, I was forced to surrender to their opinions of using drugs to control my emotion. I have gained so much weight ever since I am drug to control my insomnia and emotion.
I wanted to be happier (if I can go back to school) but no choice. Anyone can provide some insight to this? Thanks~!
Ever since 2010, I returned to Malaysia from United States for good because I heard that there is a better and stable job in Malaysia, as compared to the economy downturn between 2007 to 2010. Once I discovered that the job involved a joint venture with my cousin brother, I initially feel great since I believe that someone that coach me during my work. However, I admit could be my mistake because of my inability to focus, scrambled languages, as well as unorganized, slowly all works were distributed out to my colleagues because of my inability to meet the requirement of my boss (aka my cousin brother). I started to feel that this kind of joint venture only discourages me from learning (which Sagittarius wants lots of learning either from work or studies) and always makes me jealous, anger as well as depressed when I see other people advancing on their career.
Now, I am thinking of going back to school in the United States, but my wife (who is taking full care of our first newborn) as well as my other family members do not support me of going back to United States to further my dream. During our discussion, they always think I maybe too old (current age 32) to go back to school and there will be no financial security and should not be leaving my wife and newborn at Malaysia.
Also, they always think my voice and emotion, and illogical mind are overpowering the conversation. They left me with nothing but anger. ANd, because of that, I was forced to surrender to their opinions of using drugs to control my emotion. I have gained so much weight ever since I am drug to control my insomnia and emotion.
I wanted to be happier (if I can go back to school) but no choice. Anyone can provide some insight to this? Thanks~!