If you look at my fifth house you will see Ceres, Lilith and Saturn. I somewhat have an idea what this means but I was wondering what you guys thought? My Ceres is also in a loose opposition with Chiron and my Moon is in the 12th house..
A little background:
My mother basically abandoned me when I was five and I have not seen her in 19 years so that probably has something to do with it. I never had a stable nurturing/maternal figure in my life.
I am a Kindergarten teacher and have a sort of love/hate relationship with my kids. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my students and love kids in general and want children of my own some day but I also have very little patience with children. I am a very strict teacher yet the kids still love me.
Any ideas?? Will I be a strict, crazy mom? Will I never have kids? Will I experience my greatest wounding/healing from kids? I read somewhere that individuals with Moon in the 12th can experience great healing from having children of their own. HELP! LOL
A little background:
My mother basically abandoned me when I was five and I have not seen her in 19 years so that probably has something to do with it. I never had a stable nurturing/maternal figure in my life.
I am a Kindergarten teacher and have a sort of love/hate relationship with my kids. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my students and love kids in general and want children of my own some day but I also have very little patience with children. I am a very strict teacher yet the kids still love me.
Any ideas?? Will I be a strict, crazy mom? Will I never have kids? Will I experience my greatest wounding/healing from kids? I read somewhere that individuals with Moon in the 12th can experience great healing from having children of their own. HELP! LOL