hermetic
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[I usually try not to do depressive post thing, but today I kind of feel this is too much]
as I written in the title I really do feel stuck. in life. I have no idea where to go, what to do, or what purpose i might possibly serve.
and this is really not the depression talking because I've been depressed and know what is like.
I always had the feeling my natal is lacking in aspects, my life is so closed with so little outer occurances happening
I checked today progressed chart - this one seems even emptier. i rarely have seen such an empty chart
Mercury and Jupiter unaspected
Mars conjunct Neptune thus all energy and drive dissolves - I have been feeling this heavily for quite a while, almost whole year now. not having the creative impulse, at times even asking myself what it's all good for.
and all the emotional confusion that seems to be unresolvable from the Moon squaring the heavy conjunction of Pluto Saturn Venus and Sun
Sun at the critical degree - transition time, but sure doesn't feel like positive one so far.
nothing's happening from the outside, no pointers, no cues as to what i should be doing and I feel lost and scared and so far from my intuition to have some guidance. I feel on hold.
and on top of all that during next year my Venus and Sun will be right on the spot and torn by transiting Saturn Uranus opposition.
I feel something big should be happening after whole this is over - wishful thinking most probably. because this is so heavy and unbearable I think it MUST pass.
natal is in my sig, if someone wishes to comment, I'd be really grateful
as I written in the title I really do feel stuck. in life. I have no idea where to go, what to do, or what purpose i might possibly serve.
and this is really not the depression talking because I've been depressed and know what is like.
I always had the feeling my natal is lacking in aspects, my life is so closed with so little outer occurances happening
I checked today progressed chart - this one seems even emptier. i rarely have seen such an empty chart
Mercury and Jupiter unaspected
Mars conjunct Neptune thus all energy and drive dissolves - I have been feeling this heavily for quite a while, almost whole year now. not having the creative impulse, at times even asking myself what it's all good for.
and all the emotional confusion that seems to be unresolvable from the Moon squaring the heavy conjunction of Pluto Saturn Venus and Sun
Sun at the critical degree - transition time, but sure doesn't feel like positive one so far.
nothing's happening from the outside, no pointers, no cues as to what i should be doing and I feel lost and scared and so far from my intuition to have some guidance. I feel on hold.
and on top of all that during next year my Venus and Sun will be right on the spot and torn by transiting Saturn Uranus opposition.
I feel something big should be happening after whole this is over - wishful thinking most probably. because this is so heavy and unbearable I think it MUST pass.
natal is in my sig, if someone wishes to comment, I'd be really grateful