PurpleRain
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Do I have the ability to obtain it? And if I can find it, am I here to teach it?
Or am I just crazy with impossible dreams with Neptune conjunct my MC?
I know I live in a Neptune world, but just how imaginary is it? When I contemplate the Universe, and my mind is way out there, I come up with some pretty crazy stuff. I came to the conclusion that God is energy when I was about 14. I grew up under the influence of Mormonism, the whole 3 levels to heaven thing threw me off when I was five.
I love Quantum Physics, and all the universal laws and many other things, even though I can't even begin to explain it, I get it. When I watched The Secret, I had a big red spot on my forehead from smacking myself so many times. Duh, that's what I've been trying to say!
I want to follow my dreams, and that consists of me going to school to earn a PHD, while raising three boys into men, possibly single. And then I want to write some sort of conscious raising book that gets read by many people, and makes those people smack themselves in the head. And of course my publisher would just love to send me around the world on a book signing tour.
Growing up, I just always thought that would be cool to do. Now, I want to do it. My chart seems to indicate to me that this may be possible for me to do. But I am so afraid that I will fail and end up with student loans gallor, and still end up working and doing something I hate. Not to mention, I absolutely hated school growing up. So I'm afraid that I might end up not liking it and quit.
But of course someone with a Christ Consciousness does not let fear get in the way.
Oh my gosh, I must be crazy.
Thanks in advance for any comments on this matter. Even if you think I'm crazy and letting Neptune dilute the "real world".
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Or am I just crazy with impossible dreams with Neptune conjunct my MC?
I know I live in a Neptune world, but just how imaginary is it? When I contemplate the Universe, and my mind is way out there, I come up with some pretty crazy stuff. I came to the conclusion that God is energy when I was about 14. I grew up under the influence of Mormonism, the whole 3 levels to heaven thing threw me off when I was five.
I love Quantum Physics, and all the universal laws and many other things, even though I can't even begin to explain it, I get it. When I watched The Secret, I had a big red spot on my forehead from smacking myself so many times. Duh, that's what I've been trying to say!
I want to follow my dreams, and that consists of me going to school to earn a PHD, while raising three boys into men, possibly single. And then I want to write some sort of conscious raising book that gets read by many people, and makes those people smack themselves in the head. And of course my publisher would just love to send me around the world on a book signing tour.
Growing up, I just always thought that would be cool to do. Now, I want to do it. My chart seems to indicate to me that this may be possible for me to do. But I am so afraid that I will fail and end up with student loans gallor, and still end up working and doing something I hate. Not to mention, I absolutely hated school growing up. So I'm afraid that I might end up not liking it and quit.
But of course someone with a Christ Consciousness does not let fear get in the way.
Oh my gosh, I must be crazy.
Thanks in advance for any comments on this matter. Even if you think I'm crazy and letting Neptune dilute the "real world".
[derogatory comment about a religious denomination deleted by moderator]
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