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wow. so many veiwpoints on this. i want so badly to read it all through tonight, but i can't.
i did want to clarify why i asked this question. my father died in an auto accident when i was 2. my maternal granfather died just months before in an accident at home. i have grown up wondering and pondering why. in my teens, i started to wonder how my capricorn parts play into this. i always understood that cappy's typically have problems with the father. just a generalization, i'm sure. i felt the double whammy. losing them at practically the same time when i too young to know either one.
when i saw that book, i took an interest in reading it immediately because of the above reasons. but i never got right down to reading it. i knew i would want to at some point though.
i like to study and understand astrology, so i can understand me and those i care about. i never thought of myself ever reading to strangers. adn if i ever did feel that competent, i probably wouldn't offer any of this either. unless i was asked directly. if i dont' think i understand it completely, i wouldn't pretend to. i can def see how dangerous this could be. i mean, it could push a person to end their own life on their own time, or go commit terrible acts because they have been told when their life will be over. (a worse case senario, of course). we all like to be in control. it's part of being a human.
astrology aside, i think there's a part in human nature that doesn't really always want to know the truth, well, not at least without a sugar coated version to make the blow of predicted bad times easier. and then still get hit with hard times no matter how much we try to deny and buy into what we WANT and WANT to believe.
all i know for sure is that i want to keep my mind open to all the things that astrology can teach.
since buying that book, i have lost my mom and my husband. both for medical reasons. i just want to have a look into it, because it surely looks like i have several personal relationship charts that i can use for study now.
i've often wondered if i really would want to know when and how i might die. when we found out about my husbands cancer, we talked about it at length. he was scared and so was i. but he would have never admited it. he used to tease me about my interest in astrology.
hope this doesn't look all jumbled, but i wanted to comment so badly. thanks to everyone who is throwing in their thoughts. i appreciate it.
and deanna, thanks for the link to the pluto progressions. i'll be looking into that one as soon as i get back.
i did want to clarify why i asked this question. my father died in an auto accident when i was 2. my maternal granfather died just months before in an accident at home. i have grown up wondering and pondering why. in my teens, i started to wonder how my capricorn parts play into this. i always understood that cappy's typically have problems with the father. just a generalization, i'm sure. i felt the double whammy. losing them at practically the same time when i too young to know either one.
when i saw that book, i took an interest in reading it immediately because of the above reasons. but i never got right down to reading it. i knew i would want to at some point though.
i like to study and understand astrology, so i can understand me and those i care about. i never thought of myself ever reading to strangers. adn if i ever did feel that competent, i probably wouldn't offer any of this either. unless i was asked directly. if i dont' think i understand it completely, i wouldn't pretend to. i can def see how dangerous this could be. i mean, it could push a person to end their own life on their own time, or go commit terrible acts because they have been told when their life will be over. (a worse case senario, of course). we all like to be in control. it's part of being a human.
astrology aside, i think there's a part in human nature that doesn't really always want to know the truth, well, not at least without a sugar coated version to make the blow of predicted bad times easier. and then still get hit with hard times no matter how much we try to deny and buy into what we WANT and WANT to believe.
all i know for sure is that i want to keep my mind open to all the things that astrology can teach.
since buying that book, i have lost my mom and my husband. both for medical reasons. i just want to have a look into it, because it surely looks like i have several personal relationship charts that i can use for study now.
i've often wondered if i really would want to know when and how i might die. when we found out about my husbands cancer, we talked about it at length. he was scared and so was i. but he would have never admited it. he used to tease me about my interest in astrology.
hope this doesn't look all jumbled, but i wanted to comment so badly. thanks to everyone who is throwing in their thoughts. i appreciate it.
and deanna, thanks for the link to the pluto progressions. i'll be looking into that one as soon as i get back.