Johan,
I was thinking about you today because we share that mercury opposite pluto thing. I'm noticing some powerful mutual receptions for us Aries suns, with mars in gemini opposite galactic center pluto. And mercury is going to go retrograde in a week.
Don't know about you, but I'm getting some real painful truths jumping out at me from the work world, which is where pluto is for me in the 10th house now. The communication is about as direct and personal as I've ever had it at work, from people who don't even know me, really. Its as if all my little pain knobs are sticking out into the world and everytime someone swings by the water cooler, they give a knob a tweak. Ouch.
Mars in Gemini for me also kicking me back to my Aries second house sun and mercury, where I have major self worth lessons to pull through on. IT'S HUGE, all of it together... Mars Mercury Pluto. And my South node is in Aries, too.
It's actually a relief and kindof fun, though. because for the first time, unburdening this **** I've carried in my subconsious for all of this life seems likely and possible. I've always known something was very wrong, but I couldn't ever really find what that was. And one can't purge what one can't accees. Today for the first time I got the love aspect of what pluto does: the Universe isn't going to let me hide in my pain and die. In fact, its going to gently return it to me (everywhere I am) to heal it, work with it, and reintegrate it.... because I'm undoubtably important to the whole, even if I don't get that yet.
Tough ****. Now that's true love.
I hope you are well.
Sita