Mist Knacker
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I'm a Virgo Rising w/
Sun in Taurus
Moon in Aries
Neptune squared my natal Mars last year from late April until the end of June.
That period was stressful and chaotic, especially in the month of June.
I've read that, during Neptune Square Mars transit, you often question your ideals, goals, and values. You tend to become frustrated and tense. Additionally, one has the tendency to be misled and may invest energy into things that bring no return. One place said that you may sometimes convince yourself that others are doing things against you.
Anyway, after the first week of June '08, I had a mental breakdown. I currently live with my mother and step-dad. I got verbally abusive and said things that were beyond bad. The situation escalated so badly that I had to be restrained as they thought I was going to start breaking things. My mother called my dad, and she told me to start packing my stuff because I was going to go over to my dad's and stay there for a while.
One thing that triggered this explosive rage reaction was over a birthday gift that never arrived in the mail. I was making statements about how the gift card company was screwing me over and stuff, and I was wanting to wish bad luck on them. Then I was thinking about all of the current problems with us (e.g. our financial situation) and then with the U.S. I then started saying "god **** America." Then I said "god ****" towards other things. My parents got on enraged.
I'm diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, and rage episodes like these are what got me diagnosed with the condition.
While I was at my dad's, we continued to get into arguments as I felt he had no understanding at all concerning all of the things I've been going through up to that point. At first, we weren't sure when I was going back home, but my mother changed her mind less than a week later after me begging and apologizing for what I had said, and she ended up letting me come back home. While I was at my dad's, he talked about how there was going to be major change in my life [over the next several months or so], but no radical change has come since that time he said that.
I looked back and saw that I had a good bit of hard transits and saw Neptune Square Mars as one of them.
Natally, Mars is in Scorpio in the 3rd house. Neptune in Aquarius was transiting through my 6th house, so it squared 3rd house Mars from the 6th house.
However, I believe that there were other harsh transits along with the Neptune Square Mars that may have had an influence on that episode.
Saturn in Virgo was transiting through my 12th house.
Mars in Leo was transiting through my 12th house. First week of June, it squared my natal Saturn in Scorpio, which is essentially in the 3rd house as it's in the last 1/2 degree of the 2nd house.
Mercury went Retrograde in the last week of May and stayed that way until June 20. Since I'm a Virgo Rising, Mercury Retrogrades affect me more. While I was at my dad's, Mercury Rx in Gemini was conjuncting my Midheaven, and also later started to oppose my natal Uranus in Sagittarius in the 3rd house.
So, based on these other transits, I don't think Neptune Square Mars was the only influence involved with this incident as this transit came the second time in mid February of this year and lasted until mid April.
The period of February to April of this year was much better than that of May and June of last year.
Neptune goes Retrograde tomorrow, so Neptune Square Mars will be coming back again in the middle of July and will be there until the beginning of October.
For those who have experienced Neptune Square Mars transit, what was it like?
Was it a really difficult or stressful time for you?
[moved from world astrology to transits as topic is about natal transit - Moderator]
Sun in Taurus
Moon in Aries
Neptune squared my natal Mars last year from late April until the end of June.
That period was stressful and chaotic, especially in the month of June.
I've read that, during Neptune Square Mars transit, you often question your ideals, goals, and values. You tend to become frustrated and tense. Additionally, one has the tendency to be misled and may invest energy into things that bring no return. One place said that you may sometimes convince yourself that others are doing things against you.
Anyway, after the first week of June '08, I had a mental breakdown. I currently live with my mother and step-dad. I got verbally abusive and said things that were beyond bad. The situation escalated so badly that I had to be restrained as they thought I was going to start breaking things. My mother called my dad, and she told me to start packing my stuff because I was going to go over to my dad's and stay there for a while.
One thing that triggered this explosive rage reaction was over a birthday gift that never arrived in the mail. I was making statements about how the gift card company was screwing me over and stuff, and I was wanting to wish bad luck on them. Then I was thinking about all of the current problems with us (e.g. our financial situation) and then with the U.S. I then started saying "god **** America." Then I said "god ****" towards other things. My parents got on enraged.
I'm diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, and rage episodes like these are what got me diagnosed with the condition.
While I was at my dad's, we continued to get into arguments as I felt he had no understanding at all concerning all of the things I've been going through up to that point. At first, we weren't sure when I was going back home, but my mother changed her mind less than a week later after me begging and apologizing for what I had said, and she ended up letting me come back home. While I was at my dad's, he talked about how there was going to be major change in my life [over the next several months or so], but no radical change has come since that time he said that.
I looked back and saw that I had a good bit of hard transits and saw Neptune Square Mars as one of them.
Natally, Mars is in Scorpio in the 3rd house. Neptune in Aquarius was transiting through my 6th house, so it squared 3rd house Mars from the 6th house.
However, I believe that there were other harsh transits along with the Neptune Square Mars that may have had an influence on that episode.
Saturn in Virgo was transiting through my 12th house.
Mars in Leo was transiting through my 12th house. First week of June, it squared my natal Saturn in Scorpio, which is essentially in the 3rd house as it's in the last 1/2 degree of the 2nd house.
Mercury went Retrograde in the last week of May and stayed that way until June 20. Since I'm a Virgo Rising, Mercury Retrogrades affect me more. While I was at my dad's, Mercury Rx in Gemini was conjuncting my Midheaven, and also later started to oppose my natal Uranus in Sagittarius in the 3rd house.
So, based on these other transits, I don't think Neptune Square Mars was the only influence involved with this incident as this transit came the second time in mid February of this year and lasted until mid April.
The period of February to April of this year was much better than that of May and June of last year.
Neptune goes Retrograde tomorrow, so Neptune Square Mars will be coming back again in the middle of July and will be there until the beginning of October.
For those who have experienced Neptune Square Mars transit, what was it like?
Was it a really difficult or stressful time for you?
[moved from world astrology to transits as topic is about natal transit - Moderator]
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