Moon-Neptune might challenge you to develop a healthy spirituality.
The major outers stay in aspect for a long time. So whatever is happening with them is something you will have experienced prior to the Venus return.
Neptune-Moon means fake emotions of other people and painful disillusionment to me. I`ve already experienced it many times.
And one of my closest natal midpoints is Pluto= Moon/Neptune.
And Neptune is transiting my 7th Hs, so I beware of manipulators, con-artists and other deceptive neptunian types trying to enter my life.
And I`ve been experiencing this influence for a while. It`s truly hard to take.
Pluto-Mars-Uranus might suggest working on your own innate aggression. Not to suppress it, but to develop a more empowering expression. Maybe think about how to blow off some inner steam!
My self-expression is very "powerful", yes. In a very negative sense.
This is why most strangers consider me very nervous, very active, and/or in a great hurry. But this is very good. People I interact with nearly always think I`m being aggresive towards them, instead of seing that it`s just my self-hate and loathing that makes me act like that and it has nothing to do with them.
Yet, they react accordingly to their notions and only fuel my self-hate and self-doubt.
I can let off steam only on physical level.
I`m sorry, but in my current frame of mind and life circumstances I can only think of negative experiences.
I`ve just received some bad and moderately bad news today, which further damage my social and material status
And here comes Jupiter to add big expenses, edema and to destroy everything else
. Jupiter is LOY and he has always been very bad for me.
I`m devastated and even though I decided to enter couselling I just can`t see anything good anywhere anymore.
And other people and adverse life circumstances I`ve been experiencing for over two years just make me even more bitter, depressed and ensured of my own doom.
Astrology doesn`t give me neither explanation nor hope
Minor surgery is in stores for me, but it should rather show in a Solar/Mars return, I guess.
Anyway, this VR lasts untill end of December 2018, so if I survive, I`ll update as soon as I know anything. Even if everything prooves me wrong.
Thank you for your input