Hi all,
I would very much appreciate any advice with this problem. I am 27 years old, just graduated from graduate school, and am having a lot of trouble moving forward in my life with making decisions and sticking to them. Since I hit puberty at the age of 12, I have mostly spent my time in my room doing nothing, playing video games or browing the web. Whenever I work, I feel a strong urge to stop doing it and become lazy again. It holds me back tremendously. My chart mentions lazy all over it, and warns against laziness as well. I post below the negative aspects and how they stack on each other. Other parts of my being, which also stack, indicate a strong moral probity -- and I know deep down that the way I'm living my life isn't proper. So these two are in deep conflict, and I don't really know the answer.
Thanks,
JC
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Moon 28°09' Gemini, in House VIII
Interpretation of the 28° Gemini symbolic degree
"Under a low grey sky, a flock of crows fly against the wind, and three dogs run in opposite directions."
Pluto 29°23' Libra, in House XII
Interpretation of the 29° Libra symbolic degree
"In a clearing, a man lying on a heap of clothes notices neither the sparrow hawk gliding above him, nor the wolf and the snake ready to attack."
Ascendant 5°45' Scorpio
Interpretation of the 5° Scorpio symbolic degree
"A nice and well-maintained garden. An uncultivated field with a donkey kicking."
The garden symbolises a humble, nice, and conscientious character. Attention to detail and persistence bring about success and notoriety in natural sciences, botany, or horticulture. One may give one's name to a new species of flower or fruit. The donkey warns against stubbornness, laziness, and whimsical behaviour. A strong Mercury in the natal chart offsets the danger of violence and ruin heralded by this degree.
Mercury 29°29' Leo, in House X
Interpretation of the 29° Leo symbolic degree
"A scrawny dog cries and shakes in fear in front of a man riding a horse."
Interpretation of the 10° Leo symbolic degree
"Two scantily dressed women are seated in the company of a man at a table where a sumptuous dinner is served."
Midheaven 10°18' Leo
Interpretation of the 10° Leo symbolic degree
"Two scantily dressed women are seated in the company of a man at a table where a sumptuous dinner is served."
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I would very much appreciate any advice with this problem. I am 27 years old, just graduated from graduate school, and am having a lot of trouble moving forward in my life with making decisions and sticking to them. Since I hit puberty at the age of 12, I have mostly spent my time in my room doing nothing, playing video games or browing the web. Whenever I work, I feel a strong urge to stop doing it and become lazy again. It holds me back tremendously. My chart mentions lazy all over it, and warns against laziness as well. I post below the negative aspects and how they stack on each other. Other parts of my being, which also stack, indicate a strong moral probity -- and I know deep down that the way I'm living my life isn't proper. So these two are in deep conflict, and I don't really know the answer.
Thanks,
JC
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Moon 28°09' Gemini, in House VIII
Interpretation of the 28° Gemini symbolic degree
"Under a low grey sky, a flock of crows fly against the wind, and three dogs run in opposite directions."
Pluto 29°23' Libra, in House XII
Interpretation of the 29° Libra symbolic degree
"In a clearing, a man lying on a heap of clothes notices neither the sparrow hawk gliding above him, nor the wolf and the snake ready to attack."
Ascendant 5°45' Scorpio
Interpretation of the 5° Scorpio symbolic degree
"A nice and well-maintained garden. An uncultivated field with a donkey kicking."
The garden symbolises a humble, nice, and conscientious character. Attention to detail and persistence bring about success and notoriety in natural sciences, botany, or horticulture. One may give one's name to a new species of flower or fruit. The donkey warns against stubbornness, laziness, and whimsical behaviour. A strong Mercury in the natal chart offsets the danger of violence and ruin heralded by this degree.
Mercury 29°29' Leo, in House X
Interpretation of the 29° Leo symbolic degree
"A scrawny dog cries and shakes in fear in front of a man riding a horse."
Juno 10°36' Leo, in House X
Interpretation of the 10° Leo symbolic degree
"Two scantily dressed women are seated in the company of a man at a table where a sumptuous dinner is served."
Midheaven 10°18' Leo
Interpretation of the 10° Leo symbolic degree
"Two scantily dressed women are seated in the company of a man at a table where a sumptuous dinner is served."
Positions of Planets
Sun 3°03' Leo
Moon 28°09' Gemini
Mercury 29°29' Leo
Venus 14°03' Leo
Mars 19°22' Scorpio
Jupiter 4°59' Я Capricorn
Saturn 9°50' Scorpio
Uranus 9°46' Я Sagittarius
Neptune 29°11' Я Sagittarius
Pluto 29°23' Libra
Chiron 7°39' Gemini
Ceres 17°08' Taurus
Pallas 22°30' Я Pisces
Juno 10°36' Leo
Vesta 12°19' Leo
Node 5°04' Я Gemini
Lilith 15°08' Я Pisces
Fortune 0°51' Libra
AS 5°45' Scorpio
MC 10°18' Leo
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Planets in Houses*
Sun House 9
Moon House 8
Mercury House 10
Venus House 10
Mars House 1
Jupiter House 3
Saturn House 1
Uranus House 2
Neptune House 2
Pluto House 12
Chiron House 8
Ceres House 7
Pallas House 5
Juno House 10
Vesta House 10
Node House 8
Lilith House 5
Fortune House 11
* In keeping with the common practice, we consider that a planet posited within 3 degrees of the next house belongs to that house. We allow an orb of 4 degrees for the ASC and the MC.
Positions of Houses
House 1 5°45' Scorpio
House 2 4°38' Sagittarius
House 3 6°31' Capricorn
House 4 10°18' Aquarius
House 5 12°55' Pisces
House 6 11°36' Aries
House 7 5°45' Taurus
House 8 4°38' Gemini
House 9 6°31' Cancer
House 10 10°18' Leo
House 11 12°55' Virgo
House 12 11°36' Libra
House 13 °'
List of Aspects
Venus Conjunction MC Orb 3°45'
Saturn Conjunction AS Orb 4°04'
Jupiter Conjunction Neptune Orb 5°47'
Pluto Conjunction AS Orb 6°21'
Sun Conjunction MC Orb 7°14'
Mars Conjunction Saturn Orb 9°32'
Saturn Conjunction Pluto Orb 10°26
Moon Opposite Neptune Orb 1°01'
Moon Opposite Jupiter Orb 6°49'
Saturn Square MC Orb 0°27'
Sun Square AS Orb 2°42'
Sun Square Pluto Orb 3°39'
Venus Square Saturn Orb 4°12'
Venus Square Mars Orb 5°19'
Sun Square Saturn Orb 6°47'
Mercury Trine Neptune Orb 0°17'
Uranus Trine MC Orb 0°31'
Moon Trine Pluto Orb 1°14'
Venus Trine Uranus Orb 4°17'
Mercury Trine Jupiter Orb 5°29'
Sun Trine Uranus Orb 6°42'
Moon Trine AS Orb 7°36'
Mercury Sextile Pluto Orb 0°05'
Neptune Sextile Pluto Orb 0°12'
Jupiter Sextile AS Orb 0°46'
Moon Sextile Mercury Orb 1°19'
Jupiter Sextile Saturn Orb 4°51'
Jupiter Sextile Pluto Orb 5°35'
Sun Inconjunction Jupiter Orb 1°55'
Mars SemiSquare Jupiter Orb 0°36'
Moon SemiSquare Venus Orb 0°53'
Venus SesquiQuadrate Neptune Orb 0°08'
Jupiter BiQuintile MC Orb 0°41'
Saturn SemiSextile Uranus Orb 0°04'
Sun 3°03' Leo
Moon 28°09' Gemini
Mercury 29°29' Leo
Venus 14°03' Leo
Mars 19°22' Scorpio
Jupiter 4°59' Я Capricorn
Saturn 9°50' Scorpio
Uranus 9°46' Я Sagittarius
Neptune 29°11' Я Sagittarius
Pluto 29°23' Libra
Chiron 7°39' Gemini
Ceres 17°08' Taurus
Pallas 22°30' Я Pisces
Juno 10°36' Leo
Vesta 12°19' Leo
Node 5°04' Я Gemini
Lilith 15°08' Я Pisces
Fortune 0°51' Libra
AS 5°45' Scorpio
MC 10°18' Leo
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Planets in Houses*
Sun House 9
Moon House 8
Mercury House 10
Venus House 10
Mars House 1
Jupiter House 3
Saturn House 1
Uranus House 2
Neptune House 2
Pluto House 12
Chiron House 8
Ceres House 7
Pallas House 5
Juno House 10
Vesta House 10
Node House 8
Lilith House 5
Fortune House 11
* In keeping with the common practice, we consider that a planet posited within 3 degrees of the next house belongs to that house. We allow an orb of 4 degrees for the ASC and the MC.
Positions of Houses
House 1 5°45' Scorpio
House 2 4°38' Sagittarius
House 3 6°31' Capricorn
House 4 10°18' Aquarius
House 5 12°55' Pisces
House 6 11°36' Aries
House 7 5°45' Taurus
House 8 4°38' Gemini
House 9 6°31' Cancer
House 10 10°18' Leo
House 11 12°55' Virgo
House 12 11°36' Libra
House 13 °'
List of Aspects
Venus Conjunction MC Orb 3°45'
Saturn Conjunction AS Orb 4°04'
Jupiter Conjunction Neptune Orb 5°47'
Pluto Conjunction AS Orb 6°21'
Sun Conjunction MC Orb 7°14'
Mars Conjunction Saturn Orb 9°32'
Saturn Conjunction Pluto Orb 10°26
Moon Opposite Neptune Orb 1°01'
Moon Opposite Jupiter Orb 6°49'
Saturn Square MC Orb 0°27'
Sun Square AS Orb 2°42'
Sun Square Pluto Orb 3°39'
Venus Square Saturn Orb 4°12'
Venus Square Mars Orb 5°19'
Sun Square Saturn Orb 6°47'
Mercury Trine Neptune Orb 0°17'
Uranus Trine MC Orb 0°31'
Moon Trine Pluto Orb 1°14'
Venus Trine Uranus Orb 4°17'
Mercury Trine Jupiter Orb 5°29'
Sun Trine Uranus Orb 6°42'
Moon Trine AS Orb 7°36'
Mercury Sextile Pluto Orb 0°05'
Neptune Sextile Pluto Orb 0°12'
Jupiter Sextile AS Orb 0°46'
Moon Sextile Mercury Orb 1°19'
Jupiter Sextile Saturn Orb 4°51'
Jupiter Sextile Pluto Orb 5°35'
Sun Inconjunction Jupiter Orb 1°55'
Mars SemiSquare Jupiter Orb 0°36'
Moon SemiSquare Venus Orb 0°53'
Venus SesquiQuadrate Neptune Orb 0°08'
Jupiter BiQuintile MC Orb 0°41'
Saturn SemiSextile Uranus Orb 0°04'
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