iwatchthesunrise
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I've got Saturn in the 7th house in Aquarius. What about you? What are your experiences with it?
I'd say that that it's certainly hard maintaining, and having, relationships.
Personally, I've always been so incredibly drawn to Aquarians or people with a strong Aquarius influence. (Which makes sense, considering that I am a Leo rising).
However, most of my partnerships have been a struggle, so far. There's a lot of misunderstandings and power struggles. Feelings of insecurity, on my part, and over-analyzing and assuming that the other person doesn't actually care, etc.
I feel as if I might have indirectly sabotaged most of my relationships.
Well, that feeling could also come from my Gemini moon (11th house) squaring saturn in the 7th and my Leo ascendant squaring saturn.
Sometimes I am detached and don't want to get too close and want to be left alone and sometimes I am too close and form an almost obsessive friendship where I am over enthused. Either way, my friendships don't feel "right." I've lost many friends mostly because I was backstabbed and lied to, or at least that's how I felt. If that wasn't the case, then I might have acted without thinking and it cost me a friendship, or I got bored (venus in gemini), or there was no real reason and distance simply began to grow between us.
Another way I noticed saturn in the 7th manifesting into my reality is my desire to be with a significantly older man. Just seems so...
I'm not even going to get into how saturn in the seventh has affected me in regards to my love life, but I feel almost unlucky in real love. I only really know what it's like to be in unhealthy love affairs. As well as that, as of right now, I don't think that I ever want to be officially married. A metaphorical marriage sounds more appealing to me. I mean, divorces are on the rise people!
Hopefully, that Saturn Return at 28/29 years old really eases everything up.
If anyone can relate and share their insights, I'd love to know your experiences with saturn in the 7th or any of the aspects that I've mentioned.
If you've experienced a Saturn Return already, I definitely encourage you to share!
I'd say that that it's certainly hard maintaining, and having, relationships.
Personally, I've always been so incredibly drawn to Aquarians or people with a strong Aquarius influence. (Which makes sense, considering that I am a Leo rising).
However, most of my partnerships have been a struggle, so far. There's a lot of misunderstandings and power struggles. Feelings of insecurity, on my part, and over-analyzing and assuming that the other person doesn't actually care, etc.
I feel as if I might have indirectly sabotaged most of my relationships.
Well, that feeling could also come from my Gemini moon (11th house) squaring saturn in the 7th and my Leo ascendant squaring saturn.
Sometimes I am detached and don't want to get too close and want to be left alone and sometimes I am too close and form an almost obsessive friendship where I am over enthused. Either way, my friendships don't feel "right." I've lost many friends mostly because I was backstabbed and lied to, or at least that's how I felt. If that wasn't the case, then I might have acted without thinking and it cost me a friendship, or I got bored (venus in gemini), or there was no real reason and distance simply began to grow between us.
Another way I noticed saturn in the 7th manifesting into my reality is my desire to be with a significantly older man. Just seems so...
I'm not even going to get into how saturn in the seventh has affected me in regards to my love life, but I feel almost unlucky in real love. I only really know what it's like to be in unhealthy love affairs. As well as that, as of right now, I don't think that I ever want to be officially married. A metaphorical marriage sounds more appealing to me. I mean, divorces are on the rise people!
Hopefully, that Saturn Return at 28/29 years old really eases everything up.
If anyone can relate and share their insights, I'd love to know your experiences with saturn in the 7th or any of the aspects that I've mentioned.
If you've experienced a Saturn Return already, I definitely encourage you to share!