VenusInAries
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Well I'm having one of those days..(sigh) don't we all.. I have a Taurus Sun at 19 degrees. I believe Neptune is currently at 21 Aquarius. Now I am mostly asking the Scorpio Suns - the Leo Suns - the Taurus Suns - and the Aquarius Suns regarding their transit experiences with Neptune on it but if there have been major issues with anyone with those rising signs please share or anyone with a past experience to their Sun.
Now in my chart I have a wide orb (but since the sun is a luminary no biggy) but still meets the orb guidelines anyway but I have Neptune oppose my Sun in my chart so I guess I deal with that energy to some degree already. At times I do believe since the Sun is my 7th moving into my 8th that I do project that energy onto the animus I bring into my life but none the less it's still my energy.
But this time of Neptune squaring my Sun has been most painful. Just in the sense of dissolvement.. the lack of feeling of tangibles etc. I understand each planet plays a role to help us evolve and grow and break out of any stagnate growth but truly sometimes with this transit I just need a break for it to back off.. my Taurus needs to hold on to some real possessions and say okay whew I'm still here and I'm still real..but I keep feeling the sand washing away from under me with no relief.. sometimes it feels quite maddening.
I found this article with a few quotes that I loved and would like to share them.. for those of you that have the time to tolerate reading the whole thing it poses for me some questions and ideas that I want to toss out and see what others feel and think as well.
Read the full article here:
http://www.dominantstar.com/tneptune.htm
A great article I thought and it brought up things for me to think about and would like to know what others think or have experienced with Neptune on their Sun.
First of all under the improper manifestation the last one was dissipation of soul.... here is the definition of dissipation in the dictionary
–noun
1.
the act of dissipating.
2.
the state of being dissipated; dispersion; disintegration.
3.
a wasting by misuse: the dissipation of a fortune.
4.
mental distraction; amusement; diversion.
5.
dissolute way of living, esp. excessive drinking of liquor; intemperance.
6.
Physics, Mechanics. a process in which energy is used or lost without accomplishing useful work, as friction causing loss of mechanical energy.
Now what caught my eye is "a wasting by misuse" and "energy being lost without accomplishing useful work".. Since Neptune started this transit I have not been able to keep a job.. that is embarrassing to say.. I have always worked hard..sometimes 70 hours a week.. now it's like I have no drive..I don't care.. things seem meaningless.. I see people rushing to work in rush hour traffic then doing the same thing back home and they all look like ants mindlessly doing something for what? I have lost my drive and focus and desire to work and I hate this...again I think with the Neptune I already have opposing my sun that is my self esteem and it's getting lowered again by feeling I am "wasting by misuse" of knowledge and skill by doing nothing..
So there is the first point I am having a hard time with this transit.. next in line is deceiving others through false imagery and creating a persona that is not real.. when this transit first started a few years ago OMG was I ever doing that with men online that I was talking too and flirting with.. why I don't know..I have no clue..I couldn't give you one solid answer as to why.. lonely? NO I was married at the time..so I don't know..but at the time it was like creating a make believe world where I could be whom I wanted to be with no faults there..again not living in reality (Neptune)
Third point is drugs and booze.. I have gotten drunk more then I use to since this all started.. but by no means drink everyday or even once a month.. have I thought about using drugs.. honestly yes.. I just want to numb things out and check out for a bit..I have researched DMT and if I could figure out how to get some I would and take it in a heart beat..so since no drugs I use a fantasy game for the longest (no more) to escape reality..
Okay so reading this article I say ahh okay having a hard time with this transit because apparently I am riding the big wave of negativity on this one.. so how in the world do I grasp the positive sides of Neptune..seems so nebulous and vague..the creativity through imagery..huh..I'm not an artist..the positive forms of dissolving my ego where I’m not wasting energy..I just don’t' get.. has someone experience some positive manifestations they can share.. and also by blurting out all the awful negative things I've done and still do I'm hoping I’m shattering any fluffy pretty stuff of the false imagery I may have if that makes sense.
[article quote was too long, so edited and put in a link, per forum rules - Moderator]
Well I'm having one of those days..(sigh) don't we all.. I have a Taurus Sun at 19 degrees. I believe Neptune is currently at 21 Aquarius. Now I am mostly asking the Scorpio Suns - the Leo Suns - the Taurus Suns - and the Aquarius Suns regarding their transit experiences with Neptune on it but if there have been major issues with anyone with those rising signs please share or anyone with a past experience to their Sun.
Now in my chart I have a wide orb (but since the sun is a luminary no biggy) but still meets the orb guidelines anyway but I have Neptune oppose my Sun in my chart so I guess I deal with that energy to some degree already. At times I do believe since the Sun is my 7th moving into my 8th that I do project that energy onto the animus I bring into my life but none the less it's still my energy.
But this time of Neptune squaring my Sun has been most painful. Just in the sense of dissolvement.. the lack of feeling of tangibles etc. I understand each planet plays a role to help us evolve and grow and break out of any stagnate growth but truly sometimes with this transit I just need a break for it to back off.. my Taurus needs to hold on to some real possessions and say okay whew I'm still here and I'm still real..but I keep feeling the sand washing away from under me with no relief.. sometimes it feels quite maddening.
I found this article with a few quotes that I loved and would like to share them.. for those of you that have the time to tolerate reading the whole thing it poses for me some questions and ideas that I want to toss out and see what others feel and think as well.
Transcendental Neptune...
The poet … gains consciousness only that he may better obey the movements of the unknown waves which cradle him, and that he may widen, through consciousness itself, the limits of the unconscious. –Elie Faure, History of Art: Modern Art.
Read the full article here:
http://www.dominantstar.com/tneptune.htm
A great article I thought and it brought up things for me to think about and would like to know what others think or have experienced with Neptune on their Sun.
First of all under the improper manifestation the last one was dissipation of soul.... here is the definition of dissipation in the dictionary
–noun
1.
the act of dissipating.
2.
the state of being dissipated; dispersion; disintegration.
3.
a wasting by misuse: the dissipation of a fortune.
4.
mental distraction; amusement; diversion.
5.
dissolute way of living, esp. excessive drinking of liquor; intemperance.
6.
Physics, Mechanics. a process in which energy is used or lost without accomplishing useful work, as friction causing loss of mechanical energy.
Now what caught my eye is "a wasting by misuse" and "energy being lost without accomplishing useful work".. Since Neptune started this transit I have not been able to keep a job.. that is embarrassing to say.. I have always worked hard..sometimes 70 hours a week.. now it's like I have no drive..I don't care.. things seem meaningless.. I see people rushing to work in rush hour traffic then doing the same thing back home and they all look like ants mindlessly doing something for what? I have lost my drive and focus and desire to work and I hate this...again I think with the Neptune I already have opposing my sun that is my self esteem and it's getting lowered again by feeling I am "wasting by misuse" of knowledge and skill by doing nothing..
So there is the first point I am having a hard time with this transit.. next in line is deceiving others through false imagery and creating a persona that is not real.. when this transit first started a few years ago OMG was I ever doing that with men online that I was talking too and flirting with.. why I don't know..I have no clue..I couldn't give you one solid answer as to why.. lonely? NO I was married at the time..so I don't know..but at the time it was like creating a make believe world where I could be whom I wanted to be with no faults there..again not living in reality (Neptune)
Third point is drugs and booze.. I have gotten drunk more then I use to since this all started.. but by no means drink everyday or even once a month.. have I thought about using drugs.. honestly yes.. I just want to numb things out and check out for a bit..I have researched DMT and if I could figure out how to get some I would and take it in a heart beat..so since no drugs I use a fantasy game for the longest (no more) to escape reality..
Okay so reading this article I say ahh okay having a hard time with this transit because apparently I am riding the big wave of negativity on this one.. so how in the world do I grasp the positive sides of Neptune..seems so nebulous and vague..the creativity through imagery..huh..I'm not an artist..the positive forms of dissolving my ego where I’m not wasting energy..I just don’t' get.. has someone experience some positive manifestations they can share.. and also by blurting out all the awful negative things I've done and still do I'm hoping I’m shattering any fluffy pretty stuff of the false imagery I may have if that makes sense.
[article quote was too long, so edited and put in a link, per forum rules - Moderator]
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