In determining your relationship chemistry look to the interplay between Moon, Venus and Mars.
Also your Sun/Moon shows the conditioned pattern you were exposed through your parents relationship which subconsciously sets up your model for later relationships.
Right away we notice disharmony between the parents during your childhood, since you were born
under a Full Moon. This set you up with a consciousness that was geared for stress and conflict. As such you need to change that inner programming to something that is more akin to your true Self.
The polarity of Leo/Aquarius would tend to be an ongoing challenge for you in relationships. You also have a challenging t-square that can play havoc in your relationships with others: Jupiter at the Asc is t-square to that Sun/Moon dynamic. Your initial magnetism is hexed by what is going
on inside you; the battles within translate as circumstantial difficulties. There is much insight you could access by a more in-depth reading of the chart.
I got a lump in my throat reading this because it was too accurate.
I am now getting into yoga and "inner engineering" so that I can hopefully transcend negative influences of my chart. I always had the nagging feeling that there was some... weird influence on my relationships. An initial spark of people really liking me, and me keeping my distance because I knew that it would go away with time as if I was hexed. Yes, my parents relationship was (and is) essentially dead. My idea of relationships has been influenced by fiction I grew up watching in bollywood movies.
This has been far too real.
Are there any recommendations for where to get a comprehensive professional reading? Should this be done in person? I'd like to pinpoint these weak points and consciously overcome them.
Thank you very much
