I'm 41 years old. I've only had two relationships in my life (and a few more brief flings). I'm starting to resign myself to a life of loneliness, while seemingly everybody else gets to have love and marriage.
Below is my chart. I know that my Venus Opposition Saturn and retrograde Saturn at the end of the 4th house (interpreted as being in the 5th house) make for much difficulty in the relationships department. I'm wondering if marriage is in my future? If so, in what year? I tried doing a solar return chart, but I couldn't interpret it since I'm still relatively new to astrology. Thank you so much for any insight that you can give to me in this area!