Thanks so very much for your reply .With the Solar ascendant falling in natal fourth house, your self-image will be focused on house matters,conjunct saturn/node taking responsibility of home, ending familial relationship or reshaping your identity in relation to your home affair. You might meet a partner who will pushes you to focus on your career 7th house conjunct north node.
I am a very emotional person when it comes to my family,the sick, poor and children and have very emotional bond to animals but when it comes to men in my life I could take or leave them, but when I love I love deep.I noticed that there is no WATER in your natal chart. No planets 0r angles placed in water signs. And no planets in water houses. You do have zero Cancer on your IC. But the Moon is in Sag in the fiery 9th.
I am not sure how that plays out in your life. I have seen the lack of an element work in two very different ways. Sometimes the person just ignores that part of life and goes on without worrying about it. But many times that 'lack' creates the opposite reaction, and the person goes on a quest to incorporate that missing element.
The element WATER represents feelings, emotions, familial bonds, emotional depth. Are you an emotional person with very strong compassionate feelings and empathy? Or are you the one telling others to 'let it go' and move on, cut your losses ? I'd be curious to hear how you respond to emotional situations and commitments
You have been a Pisces by progression, for the past 11 years. I wonder if you noticed a difference in your feelings and emotional behavior when that shift from Air to Water happened.
hi maer
your chart shows you are subject to wide swings of mood.
Saturn on the south can bring excessively depressive states and sun square to Uranus can bring excessively hyper/maniac satets. you swing from excited to despondent.
your ascendant is at o aries31 , the south node transited your ascendant on oct 29 and the node will square your natal Saturn at 29gemi9 on November 23(today) and then square your natal node at 28sag25 on November 28.
with the node and Saturn on your midheaven, there could be great tension in your environment. this can show economic stress and it can show mental despondency. Saturn with the node can subject you to "altered states of reality " or strange coincides ect. when the node transited you ascendant in late October , your psychic senses were very strong, but with Saturn square you ascendant, this may have started an uncertain and despondent period in your life. you professional life could be under stress and you could be subject to "magical" activities around you that will complicate you understanding of your despondent feelings.
if you environment has become stressed out and obstacles seem to be blocking you, you must not allow yourself to become despondent but you must work through any obstacles that appear in front of you. you may feel you are being take away from your goals, but if you take each obstacle and step by step overcome these blocks, our goals will be achieved. but again, your mental attitude is paramount. you must take each obstacle on cheerfully, realizing that by overcoming existing problems, you will be stronger and this strength will lead to future success.
rahu