PisceanPallas
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I think for me, also, with Pluto in Libra in the 8th, and being in a close conjunction to the Moon, I have really tried to control my emotions.
I try to contain my emotions in my close relationships. Even though inside I may be feeling overwhelmed by a huge storm, outside I try to maintain calm.
I feel things so deeply, yet often people would never know this, because I don't show it. I keep my emotions hidden, because I feel like I am showing a sign of weakness if I don't. Often I will release my emotions when no-one else is around. For me, crying is a huge catharsis. I have trouble talking about my feelings...I find them hard to put into words. I don't know if this is because, growing up in my family, we never really talked about our feelings. I think my Mum was also quite good at keeping her emotions hidden. Occasionally, she would get angry, and more than likely this was because she had bottled up her emotions for so long. I understand this now, as I am like that also.
Maintaining peace and equilibrium within my close relationships is of utmost importance. However, as I have discovered recently, this is not always in mine or my partners best interests. Containing, controlling, and hiding feelings and emotions just to keep the peace does not really work. For a long time, I thought it was working...now Pluto is showing me otherwise.
I feel like Pluto is really showing me the extent of the deep emotions I have kept hidden thus far... I am learning to listen to and acknowledge my emotions. I am realising they have value.
I try to contain my emotions in my close relationships. Even though inside I may be feeling overwhelmed by a huge storm, outside I try to maintain calm.
I feel things so deeply, yet often people would never know this, because I don't show it. I keep my emotions hidden, because I feel like I am showing a sign of weakness if I don't. Often I will release my emotions when no-one else is around. For me, crying is a huge catharsis. I have trouble talking about my feelings...I find them hard to put into words. I don't know if this is because, growing up in my family, we never really talked about our feelings. I think my Mum was also quite good at keeping her emotions hidden. Occasionally, she would get angry, and more than likely this was because she had bottled up her emotions for so long. I understand this now, as I am like that also.
Maintaining peace and equilibrium within my close relationships is of utmost importance. However, as I have discovered recently, this is not always in mine or my partners best interests. Containing, controlling, and hiding feelings and emotions just to keep the peace does not really work. For a long time, I thought it was working...now Pluto is showing me otherwise.
I feel like Pluto is really showing me the extent of the deep emotions I have kept hidden thus far... I am learning to listen to and acknowledge my emotions. I am realising they have value.
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