blacksun?
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I had accidentally unsubscribed from this thread. I hadn't seen new posts coming in.
Yes, definitively. More and more as my life progresses I notice that. have a capacity to improve peoples physical well being and have been taking that opportunity. I am benefitting from this indirectly. But I am also suffering form gifts Ive given away too easily, trust extended too readily, facilities offered in total trust, etc etc - Ive had to come to understand that a gift given to an unworthy one is something taken away from someone who might have been worthy. Possibly even from myself in that sense. Ive never been out for personal gain, have only incidentally asked money for my real work, never for art. Because that is value I was able to put into the world permanently and that is the main goal. I know we die with empty hands but with either a full or a hollow heart, I know what counts in these terms is only my legacy. Ive seen generous people meet their end and Ive seen not so generous people meet their end, and the difference is absolute. Generous people meet it in great peace. Not so generous people meet it in writhing. But I knew al that before I had seen it as it is the obviously crystal clear truth. But I also know the spreading of my legacy may at one point require that I possess great wealth, and I definitely love "the good things in life" even as when forced to choose I categorically prefer the Truth, which most people in my history seem to have come to loathe and fear. Yet, at one point -- by Zeus!-- "the good life" and truthful living must be brought together, and this wedding of morals with pleasures is what is represented archaically by The Temple. Regardless of which system/religion/creed; The Temple, Sanction, the Kingdom are goals in the minds eye of the warrior. In the Tree of Life, Taurus corresponds to the card of the High Priest, and Jupiter to Fortune - Jupiter in Taurus makes his own fortune, and he makes this fortune out of making the fortunes of others. This is the only path I see as just for my type of gifts, which are quite tremendous - I have never even dreamed about individual glory, or all such youthful dreams are immediately cut shot by imagining who I would thank, pay tribute to, what I would build and to whom I could give - it is too obvious that we are left only with what we have given, and that what we have cruelly taken will devour our last moments on Earth and cause us to go to our end in flames.
Blacksun, with Jupiter in Taurus, would your sense of Purpose involve expansion of well-being jupiter in the Material realm taurus ? Also, which House is it in? You don't seem to be out for your own self-aggrandizement. Maybe a more prosperous world in general?
Yes, definitively. More and more as my life progresses I notice that. have a capacity to improve peoples physical well being and have been taking that opportunity. I am benefitting from this indirectly. But I am also suffering form gifts Ive given away too easily, trust extended too readily, facilities offered in total trust, etc etc - Ive had to come to understand that a gift given to an unworthy one is something taken away from someone who might have been worthy. Possibly even from myself in that sense. Ive never been out for personal gain, have only incidentally asked money for my real work, never for art. Because that is value I was able to put into the world permanently and that is the main goal. I know we die with empty hands but with either a full or a hollow heart, I know what counts in these terms is only my legacy. Ive seen generous people meet their end and Ive seen not so generous people meet their end, and the difference is absolute. Generous people meet it in great peace. Not so generous people meet it in writhing. But I knew al that before I had seen it as it is the obviously crystal clear truth. But I also know the spreading of my legacy may at one point require that I possess great wealth, and I definitely love "the good things in life" even as when forced to choose I categorically prefer the Truth, which most people in my history seem to have come to loathe and fear. Yet, at one point -- by Zeus!-- "the good life" and truthful living must be brought together, and this wedding of morals with pleasures is what is represented archaically by The Temple. Regardless of which system/religion/creed; The Temple, Sanction, the Kingdom are goals in the minds eye of the warrior. In the Tree of Life, Taurus corresponds to the card of the High Priest, and Jupiter to Fortune - Jupiter in Taurus makes his own fortune, and he makes this fortune out of making the fortunes of others. This is the only path I see as just for my type of gifts, which are quite tremendous - I have never even dreamed about individual glory, or all such youthful dreams are immediately cut shot by imagining who I would thank, pay tribute to, what I would build and to whom I could give - it is too obvious that we are left only with what we have given, and that what we have cruelly taken will devour our last moments on Earth and cause us to go to our end in flames.