Sun Aquarius 10th
conjunct Mercury
Opposed Saturn in Cancer 4th house
square Uranus in Scorpio 7th
You express yourself (Sun) by your need to be innovative, original, and to create social change (Aquarius) through your career (10th house) this is combined with your mental ability and the need to communicate.
Your essential purpose in life is to approach all things in an impartial and humanitarian way. To assist you in this you have a particularly active mind and you take pride in making good use of it. Your mental ability should be well above average. You use your thinking and innovative expression in your Career. You seek recognition for your communication and mental powers in the work you do. Possibly you talk about creating social change within your work. Having a professional position is vital for you this is the central purpose of your life.
The Sun/Mercury conjunction opposes your Saturn in 4th. There is tension created between these two areas of your life. Your need to express yourself and be innovative in your career is opposing your capacity to create order form and discipline in your life by your need to give and receive emotional warmth and security through your home and psychological foundation.
With your Saturn in Cancer you are learning the true meaning of care and sympathy, striving to obtain an objective view of emotional involvements, but without becoming uninvolved altogether. Initially the need to learn such lessons may manifest as a fear of emotional experience or expression maybe you have felt emotionally alienated. Along the way you are drawn, consciously or unconsciously, into becoming involved in acutely emotional relationships and situations. So as time goes by, you should gradually and eventually acquire an objective receptivity and the means of emotional expression that enables you to function well in the world of feelings, and to use such genuine hard-won emotionality and inner strength to help others-possibly even in a professional capacity.
With Saturn in Cancer fears and restrictions relating to your feelings and nurturing ability within your home life is creating tension with your vital need for a career, overcoming your fears is very important if you want to advance further in life. There is a struggle a see-saw with responsibility with family and your career. Family Karma may be getting in the way.
I have the Sun-oppose Saturn also 23 - here is a description for Sun opposed Saturn - You either have an unshakable discipline about you, or an impenetrable wall around you -or both Yours is a life where your will is having to be tested, tested and built some more, in order to be recognized and achieve your goal of being innovative and creating social change within your career. You therefore have or need to construct, a highly objective attitude to life situations, and adopt conventionally laid down, tried and true, methods in order to achieve those ends. In the process though, take yourself less seriously, or else your innate sense of duty can amount to nothing more than a lonely twenty-four-hour-a-day guard on your fragile ego.
The issues around your inner security may be what is holding you back in your career. You seem to expect coldness and lack of affection you need to learn to nourish yourself. I was reading on another site about our Sun-Saturn and once we have learned to master this energy there can be tremendous drive and ambition with the ability to lead. Where you may lead and be an authority on is indicated by the signs. With my Virgo/Pisces Sun-Saturn I might be good at spiritual work/healing work maybe yours with Aquarius/Cancer it may be creating social change in the nurturing field of work being an authority in Social care. Whatever your interested in I am just guessing.
With your Sun square Uranus At no cost do you want to be deprived of your ego's right to dance in it's own light. Especially involving your career. Ideals and social principals are all very well for you, but in the end you see yourself as your own rule maker and rule breaker. You are very much ahead of your time but be careful not to allow such living in the future to distort what is actually going on for you right now.
Your unique individuality and need for deep involvements and intense transformation in your relationships. Produces stress with your Sun which needs to express itself through creating social change in your career.
With Uranus in the 7th forces for change and urges for freedom make themselves felt in your relationships. You are attracted to unconventional relationships and partners, ones who keep you alive by the fact that you are both individual beings with individual desires for more than just a predictable social and love life. You are awakening to the importance of friendship over romance.
Not too sure about the conflict between your relationship and career, maybe your strong individuality is conflicting with relationships with a need for freedom here and to be able to do your own thing. You want a career but do you feel any conflict with the freedom to have your career and what you want. Are you rebellious in your relationship and insist on your freedom. Not too sure how this works you will have to let me know but only if you feel comfortable talking about it.