I just joined, I've been here for 37 years, I had my birth chart read a long time ago, I am not very knowledgeable in regards to astrology, I know more than a layman but am not an astrologer, my birth chart had 4 degrees in Libra, 3 in Scorpio and 2 in Sagittarius, my Ascendant sign is Gemini and My Descendant is Pisces.
The astrologer wrote under the chart "if this person follows their ascendant they will be self sacrificial and help humanity profoundly, if they follow their descendant they will be addicted to drugs, sex and have severe intestinal and genital disorders/diseases.
I had a dream when I was younger(21?) where there were two doors one red(pleasure)one blue(wisdom) and a voice said choose, so I chose pleasure and began falling down a red tunnel, while falling I realized the error I had made and willed myself over to the wisdom side, however, while falling in the blue tunnel a being that repeatedly tortured me in the nightly nightmares(which went on for a whole year every night, same dream)of my youth appeared and said, "you already made your choice", and the blue faded to red, at the bottom of the tunnel, a guy I knew was there, I asked him what he was doing there, to which he replied plainly, "I live here". Also May 5th 2001 was an extremely crazy day for me, I had deja vu about thirty times in a few seconds. Anyways, hi.
The astrologer wrote under the chart "if this person follows their ascendant they will be self sacrificial and help humanity profoundly, if they follow their descendant they will be addicted to drugs, sex and have severe intestinal and genital disorders/diseases.
I had a dream when I was younger(21?) where there were two doors one red(pleasure)one blue(wisdom) and a voice said choose, so I chose pleasure and began falling down a red tunnel, while falling I realized the error I had made and willed myself over to the wisdom side, however, while falling in the blue tunnel a being that repeatedly tortured me in the nightly nightmares(which went on for a whole year every night, same dream)of my youth appeared and said, "you already made your choice", and the blue faded to red, at the bottom of the tunnel, a guy I knew was there, I asked him what he was doing there, to which he replied plainly, "I live here". Also May 5th 2001 was an extremely crazy day for me, I had deja vu about thirty times in a few seconds. Anyways, hi.
