Thank you Jamisyn and astrologer50 you have helped me alot, I was on the verge of losing hope of finding someone good lol!
I also need advice about how to act toward men, it seems like I always want someone and when have him I stop wanting him and when I lose him I do whatever it takes to have him back and it goes on and on like this till the man tells me I'm not what he's searching for and I never blamed any of them because I'm really bad in this part of my life when I'm good at everything else.
This is all sounds like your Mars trine Jupiter! Jupiter is your chart ruler so any aspects to it are significant. This aspect makes you like a challenge, you don't want anything that comes too easy or you won't appreciate it. So once you know a man is yours you tend to get bored with him and want to move onto a new challenge, so you break up with him in order to win him back & get that feeling of worth & accomplishment again. And it doesnt help that your Jupiter is in Aqarius (Uranus ruled) a sign which is known for sudden change & rebelliousness, this will exaggerate all of the above. Also not helping is that Uranus is in the 12th house. So here you have a planet who already likes to go it's own way in a house that likes privacy & needs alone time.
This is not bad, it's just part of your nature. I think though, that you may find that the typical marriage may not suit you. You might be happiest with someone who is often gone on business trips, or maybe in the army or some other job that gives you each some space from one another. Have you ever had a long distance relationship? If not, you might want to try it. While for some people long distance relationships are their worst nightmare, for you, it may be perfect. I am the same way, so don't think something is wrong with you. Some people just aren't cut out for the typical, spend every waking moment together type of relationship that society tells you, you should have. It doesn't mean that your relationship will be any less meaningful or close, it may even be more so, since absence makes the heart grow fonder
It actually, in my opinion, just means you're stronger than the average woman because you don't NEED a man around all the time to make you feel secure. Another thing to consider, is maybe the men you've been with just haven't been interesting enough for you? If the idea of a man who is away doesn't appeal to you, maybe you just need someone with a really exciting personality that keeps you guessing. Or an exciting job, like an athlete or a someone who works for SWAT, or a firefighter...etc. You need a man who challenges you to hold your interest & that's ok. Also you're a Scorpio & Scorpios love a good mystery, so if you think you have a person all figured out, that could also add to a feeling of restlessness. A detective could be a man that could be good for you too!
You may want to look for a man with a Aqarius, Gemini, Sag or Aries sun or Asc. Your Asc being Sag, you should still be able to get along with these signs so long as they have an earth or water Asc OR Moon to go with your Scorpio. For example, someone with an Aqarius Asc/Virgo Sun & Pisces moon, I think would go well with you. They'd be Uranus ruled, so prob unpredictable. The Virgo Sun (Mercury ruled) would satisfy your Gem DC need for mental stimulation, without driving you crazy as a Gem might, lol. And Pisces moon will go well with your Scorpio & Taurus qualities & will like time alone now & then as well. Of course there are lots of other cominations that could work, but my point is to look for someone with an element of unpredictability in their personality. I think this has probably been your biggest problem with your relationships so far. Find yourself an exciting guy to be with, who challenges you & you'll be all set ; )
The only other thing I'll note, is that your Moon is in opposition to Saturn. This may make you feel uneasy about expressing your feelings in close relationships, so be aware of that. Make an effort to open up when you like someone, so they know you like them. You don't have to be excessive, just be sure you're showing some of how you feel toward them in a demonstrative way.
Hope this helps. Don't worry so much! When someone worthwhile comes along, you'll know =)