Hi,
There's the translation of F-E-A-R as '
False
Evidence
Appearing
Real', which would seem to go well with a Saturn-Neptune concept, with Pluto overtones.
There was a time I thought I was paranoid and on the way towards the mad house. In a new job I had a



and



generation female boss, who was a real b****. Checked every little detail, always finding fault, ringing every day and evenings at my home when she was ill! I was so afraid to pick up the phone that we bought an answering machine.
There was tr.




and tr.



affecting my chart.
With my nerves almost shattered when tr.

joined in, I gave notice which brought the Scorpio Sun regional manager on a visit. Explaining my situation to him he replied that I should not be afraid of her; she was afraid of me. It made an 180* turn in how I was feeling.
During tr.



, following a long-term 'medical' absence on her part, I took over the job.
Check your own chart for possible reasons that you feel the way you do.