There's the translation of F-E-A-R as 'F
eal', which would seem to go well with a Saturn-Neptune concept, with Pluto overtones.
There was a time I thought I was paranoid and on the way towards the mad house. In a new job I had a
generation female boss, who was a real b****. Checked every little detail, always finding fault, ringing every day and evenings at my home when she was ill! I was so afraid to pick up the phone that we bought an answering machine.
There was tr.
affecting my chart.
With my nerves almost shattered when tr.
joined in, I gave notice which brought the Scorpio Sun regional manager on a visit. Explaining my situation to him he replied that I should not be afraid of her; she was afraid of me. It made an 180* turn in how I was feeling.
, following a long-term 'medical' absence on her part, I took over the job.
Check your own chart for possible reasons that you feel the way you do.